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Chapter 8

Bella labored for eleven hours.

The contractions came in waves she counted through the window. The sun rose over Boston, gray and patient. The baby’s heart rate stabilized. The doctors decided they could delay delivery long enough for the steroids to strengthen his lungs.

At 2:14 p.m., Luca Romano Moretti entered the world weighing four pounds, eleven ounces. He cried immediately. The sound traveled through the door and into the corridor where Adriano sat with his elbows on his knees.

A nurse came out. “Father?”

Adriano stood. “I am not—” He stopped. “Yes. I am.”

“Mother is resting. The baby is in the NICU for observation. You can see him through the window.”

Adriano walked to the NICU window. His son lay in an incubator, smaller than anything Adriano had ever owned, with dark hair and his mother’s hands. The baby’s chest rose and fell beneath a blue blanket. The same blanket Bella had packed in her single suitcase.

He pressed one palm against the glass. He did not cry. He stood there long enough that the shift changed and a different nurse touched his shoulder.

“Sir? You should go home. Rest.”

Adriano shook his head. “I sold my right to rest.”

He did not say where he went after that. But at 6:00 p.m., a courier delivered a single item to Bella’s hospital room. No card. No return address. A battered leather document case, locked with a combination Bella recognized—her birthday.

Inside was a folder. It contained the deed to the Cambridge townhouse, transferred to Isabella Romano Moretti, free and clear. Beneath it, a letter in Adriano’s handwriting.

Bella—

I cannot undo what I did. I cannot un-sign the divorce or un-spend the money or un-choose the woman I chose. I cannot give you back the twelve years you spent believing I was better than I turned out to be.

But I can give you what I cannot use anymore.

The house is yours. No trust. No conditions. No access for me. The lawyers will tell you I was required to provide for my son. This is not about requirement. This is about the single suitcase you carried out of our marriage.

You should never have had to carry everything alone.

I will sign whatever you put in front of me. I will stay wherever you tell me to stay. I will become whatever version of a father our son needs me to be, even if that version is distant.

I am not asking for forgiveness. I am asking you to let me try to become someone who does not need to borrow it.

—Adriano

Bella read the letter twice. Then she folded it and placed it in the drawer beside the Bible and the hospital-grade lotion. She did not respond. She did not know yet what she wanted to say.

She looked at the photograph of Luca on her phone. Four pounds, eleven ounces. Dark hair. His mother’s hands.

“Tomorrow we grieve,” she whispered. “Today we protect what comes next.”

A nurse brought Luca to her room at 8:00 p.m., wrapped in the blue blanket, small enough to fit in the curve of one arm. Bella held him against her chest and counted his breaths. He smelled like the beginning of something.

She did not need to decide about Adriano tonight. She did not need to decide about anything tonight. She needed to hold her son and let the morphine wear off and let the life she had fought for begin to look like something she recognized.

Outside the window, the harbor lights blinked across the dark water. The same harbor Adriano had promised her twelve years ago. The same harbor his son would one day learn to navigate.

May you like

She touched the baby’s cheek. “Welcome, Luca. You were worth every hard choice I made to get you here.”

She rested her head against the pillow. And for the first time in months, Isabella Romano Moretti slept without counting the minutes until morning.

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