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Chapter 5

“Can you walk?”

“I can.”

“You do not have to. I will carry you.”

“I can do it, Vittorio.”

He looked at her for the additional moment he reserved for things that truly mattered.

“Then you will walk, and I will remain beside you.”

Vittorio stood easily, without using his hands, and extended 1 hand toward her.

Katarina looked at it.

It was the 1st hand she had examined without calculating where the pain would begin.

She placed her hand inside his.

His fingers closed around hers with a firmness that was the exact opposite of everything she had learned about a man’s hands.

As she stood between the 2 pillars, with the city sleeping above them, pain spread through her body and Vittorio’s hand around her wrist.

He leaned closer.

The movement was neither quick nor calculated. It was the only real thing left on the cold concrete.

Vittorio pressed his forehead against hers first.

He waited until Katarina closed her eyes.

Then he kissed her.

The kiss did not come from desire. It came from truth. It was slow, unhurried, and without pressure, as though he were apologizing with his own mouth for every man who had harmed her.

Katarina cried during the kiss.

Vittorio did not withdraw. He waited until the final tear fell.

When he moved back, he pressed his forehead to hers once more and remained there, sharing the same breath as though even 1 centimeter of distance were too much.

“Let us go.”

Katarina walked.

Vittorio stayed beside her. His hand remained around hers until they reached the car.

Donato sat behind the wheel with his gaze fixed on the windshield, appearing to study something distant and important that only he could see.

Vittorio opened the rear door and waited until Katarina sat. He closed it, walked around the car with the slow stride of a man who was not in a hurry because he had already made the decision that mattered, and entered through the opposite side.

“Home, boss?” Donato asked.

“Home.”

Donato turned the key.

The car climbed the ramp slowly, its headlights opening a path through the basement darkness before emerging into the cold street.

Katarina rested her head against the window. The glass was freezing and carried the faint smell of earlier rain.

Vittorio did not touch her again, but he placed his coat over her shoulders without asking. He did it with the quiet ease of a man who had already decided she would not be cold that night.

Katarina closed her eyes.

Somewhere between Walnut Street and Spruce Street, as orange streetlights passed across the glass in pulses behind her eyelids, she found the courage to ask the only question that remained important.

“What are you going to do?”

Vittorio looked straight ahead. The city’s final lights outlined his profile, his still shoulders, and the firm line of his jaw. His answer appeared to have existed for so long that it required no elaboration.

“Handle it.”

The car descended the ramp of a private garage before Katarina understood where she was.

Vittorio drove in silence with 1 hand on the wheel and the other closed over hers, as though releasing her would undo something. Philadelphia passed outside like a film she could no longer follow: yellow streetlights, dark facades, and roads slowly emptying into the night.

Every part of her body hurt differently. Her ribs, lip, temple, and knee formed a map of everything she had failed to prevent.

The elevator rose directly from the garage without requiring a button or making a stop.

When the doors opened, they revealed Vittorio’s apartment.

The ceilings were high. The lighting was indirect. The wood was dark.

Nothing appeared ostentatious. Everything expressed discipline.

The apartment seemed like an extension of the man who controlled the building in silence. Every object stood in its exact place, each shadow appeared calculated, and there was no waste of space or language.

The air smelled of leather and a deeper, woody scent Katarina could not identify, but it remained in her lungs like a mark.

“Donato,” Vittorio said without turning.

“Here, boss.”

“Doctor. Now. A woman. Discreet.”

“She is already on her way.”

That was how Vittorio spoke to the world. His short sentences became orders before he finished delivering them.

Katarina did not know whether to feel grateful or afraid.

Perhaps both emotions occupied the same place inside her that night.

Vittorio guided her along the hallway to a room that smelled only of clean linen and cool air. White sheets covered the bed. A lamp burned at its lowest setting. A folded shirt lay on the mattress.

It was Vittorio’s shirt. Katarina recognized it from the size and the discreet shape of the cuff.

There was something strangely gentle in the detail.

It was not improvised care. It was anticipation. He had considered what she might need before she understood that she would need it.

“The bathroom is on the right. If you need anything, open the door and call.”

His voice lowered.

“Do not knock. Call. You do not have to ask permission to exist here.”

Katarina could not answer.

Vittorio waited for 1 second, then another. He did not press.

He closed the door with the care of a man handling a rare book.

The doctor arrived 20 minutes later.

She had gray hair pinned into a bun, efficient hands, and few questions. She did not ask who had caused the injuries. Perhaps she already knew, or perhaps she did not require that information to perform her work.

She cleaned the cut on Katarina’s lip with a solution that stung without warning, examined her ribs with precise professional pressure, and wrapped her ankle in a firm bandage that immediately relieved part of the weight Katarina had carried for hours.

The wrapping was secure without being cruel.

Each layer was applied with enough care to make Katarina realize how accustomed she had become to being touched without any.

When the examination ended, the doctor held Katarina’s chin gently and studied her eyes.

“You are going to sleep now. I will leave 1 pill. Tomorrow, everything will hurt more. The day after tomorrow, it will hurt less.”

Katarina accepted the medication.

She swallowed it with water from a glass Vittorio held for her.

He had not left the room while the doctor worked. He stood against the wall with his arms crossed. His suit was creased in only 1 place—at the collar, where Katarina had cried against him.

After the doctor departed, Vittorio turned off the main light and left only the small lamp near the bed.

“Sleep.”

“And you?”

“I am staying.”

“Where?”

He looked toward the dark leather armchair positioned beside the window, facing the distant lights of the city.

“Here.”

“You do not have to.”

“Yes, I do.”

It was not a discussion. It was simply the condition of the room.

Katarina closed her eyes with the strange certainty that, for the 1st time in 3 years, she could close them completely. She did not need to listen to another person breathing in the dark and calculate whether it was safe.

She heard Vittorio’s coat settle across the back of the armchair, followed by the low sound of his watch being placed on the table. His breathing adjusted to the silence.

Katarina fell asleep with his hand a hand’s width from hers, although they did not touch.

When she woke, white morning light had already filled the room without a curtain to filter it.

Vittorio’s coat remained folded over the armchair, but he was no longer sitting there. His watch had disappeared from the table.

Katarina remained still for a moment, studying the smooth ceiling and allowing her body to understand that it was whole—that the night had passed without new damage.

She rose carefully. Every movement demanded a different piece of her.

Barefoot, she followed the smell of coffee along the hallway. The wooden floor felt cold beneath her feet.

Vittorio stood with his back to her in the kitchen. He wore no jacket, and his sleeves were rolled to the elbows. Strong window light fell across his white shirt.

He stirred a cup with a small spoon in a gesture that, for reasons Katarina could not identify, seemed more human than anything she had previously seen him do.

“Sit,” he said without turning.

“How do you know it is me?”

“You walk differently from everyone else.”

Katarina sat on a high stool at the island. The marble felt cold beneath her palms when she rested her arms on it.

Vittorio turned, placed the cup before her, and pressed both hands flat against the counter.

He looked at her differently than he had in the conference room or the garage, as though he were making the same decision for the 1,000th time and reaching the same conclusion.

“Good morning, Katarina.”

“Good morning.”

Her voice pulled painfully at the cut near her lip.

Vittorio noticed.

He noticed everything.

“Today, you do nothing. You do not think, decide, or answer messages. You drink coffee and rest.”

“And you?”

“I handle it.”

It was the same word he had used in the car, spoken like a man signing a document no one would dispute.

“Vittorio.”

He waited.

“What are you going to do to him?”

Vittorio took time before answering. He lifted his own cup, drank slowly, and returned it to the counter. His eyes did not leave hers.

“What he did to you receives no discount. But I am not going to dirty your hands, or mine, in the way you are imagining.”

The corner of his mouth moved by approximately 1 millimeter.

“There are worse things than blood. I know almost all of them.”

Katarina asked nothing further.

She did not think she wanted to know. She needed to trust someone, and he was the only other person in the apartment.

The morning passed in a comfortable silence.

Katarina slept again on the living-room couch beneath a thick blanket that smelled woody and neutral.

Vittorio appeared near midday carrying a tray of food she had not requested and could not refuse: hot soup, dark bread, and fruit cut into equal pieces.

The presentation was simple and without decoration, but every item appeared to have been chosen with attention she was not accustomed to receiving.

Katarina ate half.

Vittorio watched every spoonful as though monitoring her breathing, but he made no comment and did not hurry her.

During the afternoon, he rose from the armchair across from her.

He put on his jacket slowly and fastened the middle button with the attention of a man preparing his body for what he intended to do. He adjusted the watch on his wrist.

“And me?” Katarina asked.

“I am leaving now. Donato will remain at the door. Renzo will be in the hallway. No one enters without my telephone call. You answer no one—not relatives, work, or unknown numbers. Agreed?”

“Agreed.”

“I will return before midnight.”

“All right.”

Vittorio paused at the door for 1 second.

He said nothing more and left.

The apartment became too large without him.

Katarina had not known that a room could expand because of the absence of 1 person.

She approached the window. The city below continued its rhythm, indifferent to what happened on its higher floors and to the stories its buildings contained without judgment.

For the 1st time, Katarina thought about Chase without her body locking.

She imagined him as a door that had remained open throughout her life and that someone might finally close with a key she did not possess.

She was not frightened by what Vittorio intended to do.

She was frightened by the absence of guilt.

Night arrived slowly.

Donato appeared at the door once and asked whether she wanted anything to eat.

Katarina said no.

He nodded and left.

He returned 5 minutes later carrying tea.

There was no question and no ceremony, only a white cup with a thin line of steam and a small biscuit resting at the edge of the saucer as though its presence were obvious.

Katarina learned then that the men of Vittorio’s household believed care should be offered without requesting confirmation.

The gesture seemed kinder than 3 years of beautiful words.

It was almost midnight when the elevator ascended.

Katarina sat on the couch with her knees drawn up and the blanket around her shoulders. The tea had become cold between her fingers.

She heard the doors open, a jacket being removed, and the faint sound of a watch touching the entrance table.

Vittorio entered the living room.

There was no blood on him.

Katarina looked for it without meaning to and found none.

He approached the couch and sat on the floor before her, as he had in the garage. He rested his forearms on his knees and looked up at her like a man making a promise without requiring language.

“It is over,” he said.

The words remained between them.

“Over how?”

“He will not search for you again. He will not call or come near you. His businesses collapsed within 3 hours. The police have already received an anonymous report concerning the fraud he concealed for 2 years. His partners ended their relationships before the news cameras were activated.”

Vittorio paused.

“He boarded an international flight 40 minutes ago with the option of never returning. He understood that this was the generous option.”

“You did not—”

“I did not.”

A silence followed.

“I promised myself that you would never wake one day wondering whether you had become the widow of something. He is alive. He is far away. He knows that if he returns, he will stop being alive.”

Katarina closed her eyes.

A tear escaped without permission and traveled across the face that the night’s cold had left tense.

Vittorio extended 1 finger and intercepted the tear before it reached her chin. He remained kneeling without moving any closer.

“Katarina, look at me.”

She did.

“You owe me nothing for this. Did you hear me? Nothing.”

She swallowed.

“I did not do it for you. I did it because it was right and because I could. Those 2 conditions rarely exist at the same time. I do not waste them.”

Katarina nodded.

Vittorio continued looking at her as though measuring something only he understood. Then he rose slowly.

“Sleep. Tomorrow, we will discuss everything else.”

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Katarina slept in the bed that night.

Vittorio slept in the armchair again.

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