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Chapter 2

They stood in silence. Katarina stared at her telephone as though the force of her attention could accelerate Gerald and shorten the distance between them. She tried not to feel the weight of the 2 meters of air separating her from Vittorio.

“Miss Aiello.”

She raised her eyes.

He was looking straight ahead, toward the empty garage and the exit ramp in the distance. His profile, divided by the faint ceiling light, resembled a firm line drawn without hesitation.

“When someone is too polite,” he said, “it is usually because they learned early that asking for things comes at a high cost.”

The air stopped in Katarina’s chest.

Vittorio turned only his eyes toward her.

“I do not come at a high cost.”

Katarina had no rehearsed response for that.

She looked down at her heels and at the ankle that continued to throb in a dull, patient rhythm.

Gerald’s car appeared on the ramp with its headlights shining.

“You are very kind, sir,” Katarina said in the firmest voice she could assemble. “Have a good night.”

“Good night, Miss Aiello.”

She entered the Uber and did not look back.

Through the rear window, however, she saw Vittorio’s silhouette still leaning against the pillar, motionless, like a man in no hurry to go anywhere.

He watched until the car turned the corner.

Chase was waiting in the living room when she arrived home. He sat on the couch with the television on and the volume muted. He was not watching it.

He was sober, which was worse.

When Chase drank, he became slow. When he was sober, he became precise.

The conversation did not last long. He demanded her telephone and searched through everything. He stopped at a message from Joanna that meant nothing.

Katarina moved slowly toward the hallway.

Chase pinned her against the wall. He did not squeeze her throat. He simply placed his hand around her neck, marking territory and reminding her of an option he kept available. He refreshed that reminder often enough to ensure she never forgot it.

“You’re mine,” he said. “Remember that?”

He released her and returned to the couch as though nothing had happened.

Later, Katarina lay on the couch beneath the extra blanket she had hidden in the closet weeks earlier. She listened to Chase’s heavy footsteps moving through the hallway. The bedroom door closed with the dry click he never made accidentally.

Only then did she breathe fully, drawing air down into the place where she had been holding it.

In the darkness behind her eyelids, she heard Vittorio’s low, restrained voice again.

I do not come at a high cost.

Katarina did not sleep.

On Wednesday morning, Vittorio entered the executive elevator on the 8th floor with Renzo walking 2 steps behind him. Renzo was always positioned 2 steps behind, spoke rarely, and processed everything.

The 3 of them stood silently as the elevator rose.

Katarina wore an ivory, long-sleeved blouse chosen deliberately, as she selected every blouse on mornings when there was something she needed to cover. The left sleeve extended to the base of her thumb, but it did not conceal the 2 centimeters of skin between her watch and the cuff.

A new mark rested on that narrow band, thin and reddish, not yet old enough to darken into purple.

Katarina had not noticed that exposed strip.

Vittorio did.

He said nothing and did not look again, but the air inside the elevator changed. It became colder and heavier, as though the full weight of November had entered at once.

Renzo turned his head by half an inch toward his employer. He said nothing. He did not need to.

The elevator stopped on the 27th floor. Katarina stepped out first and crossed the hallway.

As she turned the corner, she heard Vittorio speak a single word to Renzo in Italian before the elevator doors closed.

She did not understand the word.

She understood the tone.

It was the tone of a man who had just made a decision.

Later, an envelope appeared inside Katarina’s folder.

It seemed to weigh as much as a stone.

She spent the morning pretending to work, opening spreadsheets, closing them, and answering telephone calls in the voice she had learned to use 3 years earlier—polite, brief, and without cracks.

Joanna passed her cubicle twice carrying coffee. On the 2nd occasion, she stopped.

“Cat, you look like you slept inside a refrigerator.”

“I slept badly.”

“You always sleep badly. Today, you look like you slept badly and hid the body too.”

Katarina smiled automatically. The expression appeared before the thought, as it always did.

“You have a worrying imagination.”

“I have a worrying friend.”

Joanna studied her for another moment and walked away.

Katarina waited until she turned the corner before opening the envelope beneath the desk.

Inside was a simple card made of thick paper. The message was handwritten.

Friday. I will be in the garage. In case.

There was no signature. None was required.

Katarina recognized the handwriting because she had watched Vittorio write on a legal pad during Monday’s meeting. The letters were tall and restrained, with a slight inclination to the right.

Vittorio wrote the way he spoke: sparingly and exactly.

Katarina slipped the card into a vendor report, then reconsidered. She removed it, folded it into 4 parts, and placed it inside the rear compartment of her bag. Chase never opened that pocket because it was too small to contain anything important.

That was precisely why she hid the card there.

The afternoon passed slowly. At 6:00, Joanna approached with her coat draped over 1 arm.

“Are you coming down with me?”

“I am staying a little longer. I am behind on a spreadsheet.”

Joanna looked at her. Katarina expected her to press, but she did not.

She simply squeezed Katarina’s shoulder with the gentleness one used for a person who would not accept an embrace.

“Text me when you get home.”

Katarina remained at work until 7:30.

When she left, the administrative floor was dark. Only the emergency lights blinked faintly green across the ceiling.

She descended in the service elevator.

Vittorio’s car was waiting on the ramp with its engine running. Donato leaned against the driver’s door with his arms crossed. When he saw Katarina, he opened the rear door without comment.

“Good evening, miss.”

“Good evening.”

She entered the car. The smell of dark leather surrounded her like an expensive blanket.

Vittorio sat beside her with his jacket open and a report resting on his lap. He closed it the moment she sat down.

“You almost decided not to come,” he said.

“Almost.”

Katarina gripped the strap of her bag. “I came anyway.”

“I know.”

The car climbed the ramp, turned onto Market Street, and headed toward the eastern side of the city.

Katarina did not ask where they were going. Vittorio did not tell her.

Approximately 20 minutes later, they stopped before a narrow facade without a sign, situated in a side alley near Old City.

Donato opened Katarina’s door. Vittorio stepped out first and waited on the sidewalk, resting his hand on the top of the open door. He did not offer assistance. He had learned quickly. In the elevator, she had refused his arm twice.

The restaurant door opened before they touched it. An elderly man in a white apron gave Vittorio a minimal bow and led them into the dining room.

No one else was inside.

There were 20 places set at empty tables. A candle burned on each one. Old Italian music played quietly, sounding as though it had been recorded in a damp cellar. The smell of butter and rosemary drifted from the kitchen.

“The restaurant is closed,” Katarina said.

“It is closed for us.”

“For us?”

She looked at him.

He waited for her reaction the way someone might wait for medical results.

“This is too much.”

“It is the bare minimum.”

He pulled out her chair.

“Sit.”

Katarina sat.

Donato disappeared somewhere near the kitchen. The elderly man returned with wine, filled 2 glasses halfway without asking, and disappeared as well.

Katarina and Vittorio were alone, separated only by the faint candlelight.

“Why did you bring me here?” she asked.

“Because you do not talk in the conference room.”

Vittorio rotated his glass by its stem without drinking.

“And because I wanted to know whether, away from there, you still lie.”

“You think I lie.”

“I know you lie, cara.”

The Italian word fell onto the table like a coin.

“The question is why.”

Katarina looked at the glass. The red wine trembled.

“You brought me to a closed restaurant to interrogate me.”

“I brought you to a closed restaurant so you would not need to perform for anyone.”

He leaned forward by 1 inch.

“There are no executives here. No Joanna. No one you need to smile at.”

“And if I want to smile anyway?”

“Then I will know it is real.”

The urge to laugh rose unexpectedly from Katarina’s stomach. She swallowed it before it became sound.

Vittorio noticed. She saw the recognition in his eyes.

The man in the apron returned with fresh pasta, placed 2 dishes before them, and vanished once more.

They ate silently for several minutes.

The pasta was good. Katarina had not eaten anything good in so long that she had to remind herself to chew slowly.

“My father used to cook,” she said without deciding to speak. “He made pasta at home on Sundays, with 1 hand on the counter and flour up to his elbow.”

“Was that a long time ago?”

“14 years.”

Vittorio did not say he was sorry.

Katarina silently thanked him for that.

“I used to draw while he cooked,” she continued. “I would sit at the table with a pencil and paper and stay there until the sauce was ready. It was the only thing I knew how to do without anyone teaching me.”

“Do you still draw?”

“No.”

She took a small sip of wine. “Not for a long time.”

“Why?”

The question was simple, but Katarina had no simple answer.

There was shame. There was exhaustion. There was a notebook lost during a move and never replaced because replacing it would have required believing she had the right to do so.

She had forgotten what having a right felt like.

“Life became full,” she said.

Vittorio looked at her for another moment.

“Full of what?”

Katarina placed her fork on the table.

“Obligation.”

He nodded slowly, as though the word were a confession he intended to remember.

“Cara, I am going to tell you something you may accept or leave.”

He rested both wrists on the table, the jacket tightening across his shoulders.

“There is an unlocked door. You do not have to walk through it now. You do not ever have to walk through it. But knowing it exists changes the way you breathe.”

“What door?”

“Mine.”

Katarina looked at him and found no words.

He was not waiting for an answer.

“Eat,” he said, returning his fingers to the stem of the glass. “It is getting cold.”

She ate.

The return journey was quiet. Donato drove while Vittorio looked through the window, his hard profile reflected in the glass. Katarina studied her hands in her lap.

When they reached her building, Vittorio left the car before Donato could open the door. He came around to Katarina’s side and opened it himself.

He extended his hand.

Katarina hesitated for 0.5 seconds before placing her hand in his.

The contact was only necessary to help her climb a single step, but his hand remained closed around hers for a moment longer.

When he released her, Katarina felt the cold.

“Good night, Katarina.”

“Good night.”

She did not turn as she entered the building.

She knew Vittorio waited until the lobby elevator closed before allowing the car to leave.

On Saturday night, Chase arrived home drunk.

Katarina sat barefoot on the couch with a book she was not reading. The key turned in the lock with a heavy, delayed motion, and her body understood before her mind did.

She sat straighter and closed the book.

Chase entered with a slight sway, an easy smile, and his jacket over 1 arm.

“My beautiful fiancée.”

“You have been drinking.”

“I was celebrating.”

He tossed the jacket across the back of a chair and closed the lock.

“After 3 months of sweet-talking them, they finally signed.”

“Good.”

He approached the couch, dropped heavily beside her, and kissed her temple. He smelled of expensive whiskey and something sweeter—a perfume that was not Katarina’s.

She did not comment. She had learned early not to.

“Where is your phone?”

“On the kitchen table.”

Chase stood, went into the kitchen, and returned with the device in his hand. He moved his thumb across the screen as though the telephone belonged to him.

He knew Katarina’s password. It was the date of their engagement.

He read in silence for a full minute.

Katarina did not breathe.

“A work dinner,” he said, reading aloud. “Friday.”

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“It was a vendor.”

“What vendor?”

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