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Chapter 2

And there was Romolo, whom I encountered in the hallways and at meals with the regularity of something I tried not to expect and that appeared anyway.

On the afternoon of the 2nd day, I discovered that my phone had been blocked.

I learned this after trying to call my father for the 10th time since waking in the mansion. The phone could not locate a signal during that attempt or any of the 5 that followed.

I walked around the room, holding the device up and checking every corner as though reception were something that hid in particular places near the ceiling.

Then I went to the window and confirmed something I had already noticed but had not fully processed.

There was an exterior lock, discreet but unmistakable, that could not be opened from inside.

I went to the door. In the hallway stood a man who was not family and who carried the unmistakable posture of someone paid to stand precisely where he was.

3 pieces of information: a blocked phone, locked windows, and a guard outside the door.

Then I encountered Romolo in the hallway.

I did not plan what happened. That is the honest version, and I prefer honest versions even when they make me appear less reasonable than I would like.

I saw him turn the corner with his slow, controlled stride, a folder beneath 1 arm, his gaze already adjusting to me before I spoke.

Something inside me decided that this was the moment and that the moment required no preparation.

I struck his chest with both hands before either of us fully processed what was happening.

It was not hard enough to hurt him. I knew that immediately. A small analytical part of me registered the information even while the rest was occupied with anger and the strange relief of finally doing something concrete with the energy that had been consuming me.

It was hard enough to demonstrate that I had tried. Sometimes that is what matters.

What happened next was fast, silent, and terrifying.

It was not terrifying because it contained violence. There was no violence. It was terrifying because of what it lacked.

He caught both my wrists, turned me, and placed my back against the hallway wall with a calm more intimidating than anger could ever have been.

Anger is a reaction. This was not.

This was deliberate control. It was the action of someone who had decided exactly what he would do before doing it, then executed the decision with a precision that left no room for interpretation.

His face was close to mine, close enough for me to feel the heat of his skin. His dark eyes held mine with the complete attention that was both the most unsettling thing about him and the most difficult to sustain.

“Do that again, and I’ll trade your room for one without windows.”

His voice was low, almost gentle, which made the warning more serious than if he had shouted.

My heart was beating at the wrong rhythm. I noticed that and also noticed, with particular discomfort, that fear was not the only reason.

“Do that again, and next time I’ll aim better,” I said.

It was what I had. Retreating at that moment would have been a kind of defeat I did not permit myself.

He remained motionless for 2 seconds that were longer than 2 seconds ordinarily had any right to be.

His eyes remained on mine. Something appeared in his expression that was not anger. It existed before anger, something anger usually concealed and that had become visible because he had not had enough time to hide it.

What I saw was the last thing I expected.

It was almost respect.

From the way he released my wrists and took a step back with a deliberation that seemed to cost him something, I understood that the almost-respect irritated him more than the blow had.

He looked at me for 1 more second, then turned and continued down the corridor with the same controlled stride, as though nothing had happened.

As though hallways did not retain what occurred within them: the 2 m of distance, the cold wall, and the warmth left on someone’s wrists by hands she had never intended to encounter.

I remained there for a length of time I did not measure, my back against the wall and my wrists still warm. I stared at the empty corridor, trying to organize what I felt into an order that made sense.

I could not.

That, I discovered, was the most complicated part.

On the 5th day, Cora asked whether I wanted to use the garden.

She did not ask directly because Cora rarely did anything directly. She circled subjects with the patience of someone who had learned that the most important conversations seldom began with the most important point.

She arrived with breakfast, arranged the tray with her usual silent precision, then said with her back to me that the garden was available during the day if I wanted fresh air.

She delivered the information as logistics, not a negotiated concession.

I had been in the mansion long enough to know that nothing there was merely logistical.

“Did he authorize it?”

She looked at me over her shoulder with an expression that neither confirmed nor denied anything and, in practice, confirmed everything.

After breakfast, I went outside with an Italian history book I had taken from the library the previous day.

The relief of crossing the glass door and feeling the clean warmth of sunlight on my shoulders was disproportionate to the gesture. It was the kind of relief whose size becomes apparent only after it arrives.

The garden was larger than it appeared from the windows. Stone paths branched between carefully maintained beds and trees that produced generous shade at the correct hours.

A fountain stood in the center, making the particular sound of water designed to compete with the noise in a person’s head. That morning, it was winning with an ease I found personally offensive.

I sat on the grass without worrying about the dress. There were more important things to consider, and grass did not destroy character.

I rested the book on my knee, breathed in the scent of earth, roses, and morning, and remained still in a way I could not remain still inside the house.

Inside, I was the version of myself that fought, questioned, and occupied space with deliberate presence because presence was the only currency I had with which to negotiate.

Outside, beneath the sun and beside the sound of the fountain, I was simply myself.

Being myself was more restful than anything I had experienced in the previous 5 days.

I did not see him arrive.

That mattered because I had developed a sharp peripheral awareness of Romolo Castelli’s presence, the kind of involuntary attention the body creates for things that represent important variables in its surroundings.

In his case, it manifested as a slight change in the temperature of the air before he appeared.

That morning, however, my eyes were closed against the sun. The book lay open in my lap, and my mind was somewhere between the fountain and the chapter on the wars of Italian unification.

By the time I heard footsteps on the stone path, it was too late to pretend I had not.

I did not open my eyes immediately.

I examined that detail later with more attention than it deserved. I eventually concluded that some part of me had decided it was better to allow the moment to continue before turning it into an interaction.

“You move differently out here,” he said.

His voice sounded different in the open garden than it did in the rooms and hallways. It was less confined, as though open air removed a layer that enclosed spaces added.

I opened my eyes.

He stood 1 m away without his jacket, his shirtsleeves rolled to the middle of his forearms. His gaze was as direct as always, but his posture lacked a small portion of its customary rigidity, as though the garden affected him in the same way it affected me and he had not yet noticed.

“Inside, I’m angry,” I said, looking toward the garden. “Out here, I’m just here.”

“Is there a difference?”

“Huge.”

He remained quiet for a moment. Then, without my predicting it or his appearing to plan it, he sat on the edge of the fountain across from me, his elbows on his knees and his attention directed toward the rosebushes.

He said nothing.

Neither did I.

The silence between us was not the tense silence of the corridors or the calculated silence of meals. It was a 3rd thing, more like the quiet of people who occupied the same place without needing to justify it.

“Do you have a garden?” I asked because the question appeared and because I had learned that withholding questions usually allowed them to become larger than they were.

“This one is mine.”

“Do you use it?”

His pause was brief but honest.

“Not much.”

“Such a waste.”

I said it without judgment because it was not judgment. It was an observation, and I hoped he understood the considerable difference.

He glanced at me, then returned his attention to the roses.

He remained there for 15 minutes. I counted them without intending to. He did not speak again, but he also did not leave, which was itself a way of saying something.

When he stood, he did so with his customary silent deliberation. He walked down the stone path without announcing his departure.

I remained on the grass for another 30 minutes, looking at the fountain and trying not to assign too much significance to 15 minutes of shared silence with the man who had kidnapped me.

The results were mixed.

The call with my father occurred that afternoon in a small room with a window that did not open.

Romolo sat 3 m away, motionless and silent, his presence simultaneously discreet and impossible to ignore.

My father answered on the 1st ring.

“Skye.”

His voice broke in the way that happens only when someone has been waiting for days and, when the thing he has awaited finally occurs, his body cannot decide whether to respond with relief or shock.

“My God, Skye.”

“I’m fine, Dad.”

I said it with the firmness he needed to hear before anything else. I knew him. He functioned better when he had something solid to hold.

“Just fix this.”

“I will. I swear. I’m already—”

“Dad.”

A pause.

“How long?”

The silence from the other end was long and complete. It communicated everything the words would have said and several things the words would not have possessed the courage to admit.

I heard that silence with the part of me that had known my father for 24 years.

What I heard was the answer I had not wanted.

I ended the call.

I did not cry.

I returned the phone to Cora, who stood beside the door with her neutral, attentive expression. Then I went to the garden because it was the only place in the mansion where I could be my exact size without needing to become larger.

I remained there until the angle of the sun changed.

I did not open the book.

Rain arrived 3 days later without warning, the way summer rain does: suddenly and with conviction.

I was in the garden when it began, sitting on the edge of the fountain with a botany book I had found on a low shelf in the library. It had occupied me with unexpected satisfaction throughout the morning.

The first drops fell. Before doing anything else, I looked at the sky.

Sudden rain on a hot day possesses a particular kind of relief, one experienced first with the face before the rest of the body can process it.

I stayed where I was.

I did not run or stand. I remained still while the rain intensified and soaked my hair, shoulders, and the pages of the book I had closed but not put down.

Something about it felt deeply correct: being drenched in another person’s garden on a Thursday afternoon as though I possessed every right in the world to be there.

I did not know he had been watching until later.

Cora told me unintentionally, in the way she sometimes allowed information to escape that she had not planned to release. She mentioned the umbrella she had brought into the garden and that I had refused.

She said she had stood for a moment with the umbrella in her hand, uncertain what to do with it. When she returned inside, the gentleman was still standing at the window.

“For how long?” I asked.

She gave me the expression she used when I asked questions whose answers she had decided I did not require. Then she left the library without answering.

That was also an answer.

That night, I fell asleep before 10:00, which was new. Until then, nights in the mansion had been endless exercises in ceilings and thought.

I woke at 2:00 in the morning with a dry throat and the heavy head that announces the body has begun negotiating something without first requesting permission.

By the end of the following day, I was in bed with a low fever and the specific malaise of influenza—not serious enough to become dramatic, but present enough to be irritating, particularly in a place that was not mine, where displaying weakness felt like a concession I preferred not to make.

Cora appeared with tea and a kind of efficient care that contained nothing sentimental but was entirely genuine.

I allowed it because I did not have enough energy to resist what was clearly competence rather than pity.

I was awake after midnight, lying on my side with the lamp turned low, when the door opened.

It was not Cora.

I knew before I saw him, from the size of the shadow and the sound of his step.

I remained still as he crossed the room carrying a cup. He placed it on the nightstand with a care that did not match the way he did anything else, slowly and without sound, as though making noise were the last thing he wanted.

He began to turn away.

I knew he would. Logic required it: place the tea beside the bed and leave.

Something about the imminence of his departure made me speak before considering whether I should.

“Romolo.”

He stopped at the door with his back toward me, 1 hand resting on the frame and 1 shoulder turned slightly in my direction—not enough to see me, but enough to show that he had heard and had truly stopped.

“Thank you.”

The silence that followed was long and contained more than 1 thing.

He did not answer.

He left, and the door closed with the same soft click.

I watched the cup on the nightstand. Steam rose from it in a thin, straight line through the still air.

Cora was asleep. He had made the tea himself.

It was a small piece of information and, at the same time, impossible to ignore.

I drank all of it.

Afterward, I slept, which was something I had not managed easily in days.

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I preferred not to examine the relationship between those 2 things too closely.

Some truths become more truthful when no one looks directly at them.

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