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Chapter 3 - The evening progressed in a succession of similar introductions, Elliot introducing me as Alexia to investors and CEOs and socialites, always with his hand on my waist as if he had every right to keep it there. As if I belonged beside him in this world of wealth and power so different from mine.

Then I saw Sienna across the ballroom.

She was stunning, as always, in a red dress that looked painted onto her perfect body, blonde hair falling in impeccable waves. But the expression on her face when she saw us was pure, poorly disguised venom.

She crossed the ballroom straight toward us with the determination of a heat-seeking missile, and I felt Elliot tense slightly beside me, his fingers on my waist tightening just a bit more.

“Elliot. Alexia. What a surprise,” she said, her tone dripping with sarcasm. “I didn’t expect to see you together.”

“Sienna.”

Elliot’s voice was cold, polite, but without warmth.

“Alexia. You’re…”

Sienna looked me up and down with the cruel assessment women use when they want to diminish other women.

“Mr. Hawkins’s executive assistant,” I replied, keeping my voice professional even though my heart was racing.

Sienna laughed, the sound sharp and unpleasant.

“Ah, work. How convenient.”

That was when Elliot did something that completely surprised me. He stepped closer to me, his body forming a protective line, and looked at Sienna with an expression that could freeze fire.

“Alexia is much more than an assistant,” he said. His voice was low but loaded with authority that left no room for questioning. “She’s an essential partner in every sense.”

The words hung between us, heavy with meaning. I looked at him, trying to understand what exactly he was saying, whether it was just performance to irritate Sienna or whether there was real truth hidden inside the public defense.

Sienna realized she had lost and walked away with false dignity, casting 1 last venomous look in my direction before disappearing into the crowd of expensive dresses and impeccable tuxedos.

“You didn’t need to—”

“I did,” Elliot cut me off. “She was disrespectful.”

He studied me for a moment.

“Dance?”

It was not really a question. Before I could answer, he was already guiding me to the dance floor, where other people were spinning in a slow waltz to the sound of the live orchestra.

His hand found my waist again while the other held my hand, and suddenly we were very close, moving together to the music with surprising ease.

“You know how to waltz,” I noted, trying to focus on something besides how perfectly our bodies fit together.

“Expensive schools teach these things,” he murmured too close, his breath brushing my hair. “You’re doing well.”

“With?”

“The pretentious elite.”

“It’s not your world.”

There was something in his voice, almost vulnerability.

“I’ve worked events before. For you.”

I tried to maintain some emotional distance, even though physically we were pressed together.

“True. But today is different.”

His fingers tightened slightly on my waist.

“How?”

I risked looking up and found those green eyes fixed on mine with an intensity that stole my breath.

“You’re not working. You’re here with me.”

The words were simple, but loaded with meaning neither of us seemed ready to fully explore.

We stayed there, dancing and looking at each other in a way that definitely crossed professional boundaries, until a man interrupted by tapping Elliot’s shoulder.

“Hawkins. Haven’t seen you in months.”

The man was handsome in a conventional way, with an expensive suit, a political smile, and eyes that immediately focused on me with far too much interest.

“And who’s this beauty?”

“David.”

Elliot sounded less than enthusiastic.

“You’re too beautiful to be stuck with a workaholic like Elliot all night,” David said directly to me, completely ignoring Elliot. “How about dinner? Just the 2 of us? I know a great Italian place.”

Before I could politely but firmly decline, Elliot stepped forward and put his arm around me so possessively that it left no room for misinterpretation.

“She’s with me.”

His voice was cold in a way he rarely used. Dangerous and territorial.

David laughed, clearly not perceiving the danger.

“I didn’t know you 2 were together.”

“We are.”

The words came out firm, definitive, and without hesitation. My heart did a violent jump because this definitely was not part of the fake-shield agreement.

David finally got the message and walked away with weak excuses, leaving us standing in the middle of the dance floor with Elliot’s arm still around me, protective and possessive.

“We are?” I repeated quietly, turning to look at him.

“Tonight we are.”

But there was something in his eyes that suggested maybe it was not just about tonight.

“Just tonight?”

“I haven’t decided yet.”

The raw honesty in his voice disarmed me completely.

The rest of the evening passed in a fog of champagne and superficial conversations with people whose names I immediately forgot. The only thing I really registered was Elliot’s constant presence by my side, his hand on my waist, the way he looked at me when he thought I was not paying attention.

In the car back, the silence was different from the trip there. More loaded. More conscious. I was looking out the window, trying to process everything that had happened, when his voice broke the silence.

“You got weird when David flirted.”

I turned to look at him.

“I did?”

“Possessive.”

It was not a question.

“He was being inappropriate,” Elliot said, but the defense sounded weak even to him.

“Or you got jealous.”

I let the challenge enter my voice because I was tired of games and ambiguity.

He looked at me for a long moment, those green eyes intense in the semi-darkness of the car.

“What if I did?”

The admission hit me like a physical punch.

“Why?”

“Because you looked beautiful and he noticed. And I don’t like other men noticing what’s…”

He stopped, his jaw tensing.

“What’s what?” My voice came out almost as a whisper.

“Mine.”

The word hung between us, heavy and dangerous and absolutely devastating.

“I’m not yours,” I managed, even though my heart was racing.

“No?”

The way he said it, questioning but confident, made something strange happen in my stomach.

“I’m your assistant.”

“Tonight wasn’t about work. We both know it.”

“Then what was it about?”

The question I had been avoiding all evening finally came out.

He did not answer. He just kept looking at me in that way that made my skin tingle and my brain stop functioning properly.

The car stopped in front of my building. I expected Elliot to stay inside while the driver opened my door, but instead he got out on the other side, came around, dismissed the driver with a nod, and opened the door himself.

“You don’t need to—”

He offered his hand to help me out, and I accepted because refusing would have seemed stranger.

We stood on the sidewalk, very close. I should have thanked him and gone inside, but the words got stuck in my throat when I saw the way he was looking at me.

“Thank you for tonight,” I finally managed.

“Thank you for going.”

His voice was lower now, almost intimate.

“Even though I was a shield?”

“You weren’t a shield.”

The words came out firm and honest.

“Then what was I?”

I asked again because I needed to hear it from him.

He took a step closer, and suddenly I could feel his heat, the smell of expensive cologne mixed with something that was just Elliot. His hand lifted, fingers touching my face with surprising gentleness, thumb caressing my cheek in a movement so intimate it stopped my heart.

“I’m still figuring it out,” he murmured.

Then he leaned in, and I lifted my face, and our lips were inches apart when his cell phone rang loud and shrill, completely breaking the moment.

Elliot pulled back as if he had been burned, taking the phone from his pocket and looking at the screen with an expression I could not read in the semi-darkness of the street.

“Good night, Alexia,” he said, his voice returning to the polite formality he used in meetings.

Then he got back in the car without looking back.

I stood on the sidewalk, watching the Mercedes taillights disappear into the night, my hand touching my face where his fingers had been, trying to process what the hell had just happened.

The week after the gala was strange in a way I could not name, like Elliot and I were dancing around something too big to fit in the space between our desks.

He had almost kissed me on the sidewalk and then fled when the phone rang, leaving me processing the touch of his fingers on my face and the closeness that had not materialized. Now we were back at the office trying to fake normalcy and failing miserably because the tension had shifted from teasing into something deeper and scarier.

I made his coffee every morning like always, but now he looked at me when he thanked me in a way that made my skin tingle. The looks were not furtive anymore. They were prolonged and intense, as if he were seeing me for the 1st time and processing every detail he had missed during the entire past year.

On Monday morning, Marcus walked into Elliot’s office without knocking, and through the glass, I saw him stop as he looked at Elliot, then followed his gaze straight to me.

I quickly turned to my computer, but it was too late. Marcus had seen everything.

They talked for 20 minutes with the door closed, which was rare because the 2 of them always had an open-door policy. When Marcus left, he gave me a speculative look followed by a small smile that made my stomach tighten.

The afternoon meeting was when everything changed.

I was presenting the new social media strategy, something that had taken 3 weeks to develop and that I was genuinely proud of. I started focused and confident, using the remote to change slides while explaining each point with the clarity a year working for Elliot had taught me.

Five minutes in, I noticed something strange.

Elliot was not looking at the screen. He was not taking notes on his iPad. He did not have that usual focused and analytical expression.

He was looking at me.

Only at me.

It was not the professional look of a boss evaluating an employee. It was something completely different, and it made my voice waver before I forced myself to continue as if I had not noticed.

But I had noticed. It was impossible not to notice those green eyes fixed on my face, on the way I gestured when I was passionate about an idea, on how I bit my lip when I was thinking. Marcus definitely noticed because I saw him look at Elliot and then at me before hiding a smile.

The others in the room did not notice anything, focused on the slides, but the tension between Elliot and me felt so obvious I was surprised no one else felt it.

I finished with my heart beating faster than normal and my hands trembling slightly.

“Questions?”

Elliot was silent for a moment that felt eternal before speaking.

“Excellent work, Alexia. Much better than adequate. It’s exceptional, actually. Innovative and perfectly executed.”

The compliment was so genuine that I stood there looking at him, trying to process it. Especially because he had used my 1st name in front of everyone and was looking at me in a way that was definitely inappropriate for a work environment.

After everyone left, I saw Marcus practically pull Elliot into the corner and start an intense interrogation based on the aggressive way he gestured. Elliot had his arms crossed in a rare defensive posture, and even without hearing, I knew what they were talking about because Marcus kept pointing in my direction.

On Tuesday, Elliot did something completely out of pattern. He came straight to my desk with his hands in his pockets in an almost nervous gesture.

“Alexia, lunch together?”

I blinked, trying to process.

“You have a meeting at 12:00 with the Boston investors.”

“Cancel it.”

The word came out simple and direct.

“You hate when I cancel meetings. Last week, you said wasting investors’ time was a mortal sin.”

I looked at him, trying to understand whether it was a test.

“Today, I don’t care.”

There was something vulnerable in his green eyes.

“I just want lunch with you.”

The last words were said lower, almost hesitant. Suddenly, I understood that Elliot Hawkins was nervous, and the realization did something strange to my chest.

“Okay,” I agreed. “Lunch then.”

The smile he gave me was small but genuine, transforming his normally serious expression.

“Great. Noon.”

The Italian restaurant was elegant but not ostentatious, with a discreet table in the corner. Elliot pulled out my chair before sitting, a chivalrous gesture as unexpected as it was attractive.

We ordered food we barely touched because we were both too nervous. Then we started really talking for the 1st time in a year. Not about work, but about real and personal things we had never shared.

He asked about my family, and I told him about my mother in Ohio, about college, where I worked 3 jobs simultaneously, and about dreams I had before realizing the corporate world was more practical than vague artistic aspirations.

Then Elliot talked about a lonely childhood despite privilege, about parents who were always traveling and left him with expensive but distant nannies, about building the company at 23 with a determination that bordered on obsession, and about sacrificing his personal life for a success that now seemed empty.

“It’s lonely at the top,” he said, swirling his wine glass. “Everyone wants something from you. No one just wants you.”

The raw honesty made my heart squeeze because I suddenly understood why he had always been so distant, so careful with boundaries.

It was not arrogance.

It was protection.

“Why did you accept working for me?” he asked suddenly, green eyes fixed on mine.

I could have given a safe answer about career opportunity, but his vulnerability made me want to be equally honest.

“The opportunity was good,” I began.

He shook his head.

“Truth, Alexia. All of it.”

I took a deep breath.

“You, too. I’d read about you, about how you built the company. I admired the work, the ethics, the vision.”

“Past tense?”

He leaned forward.

“Present,” I admitted, feeling heat in my face. “Even when you’re insufferable, I still admire you.”

His smile was slow and devastating.

“I’m insufferable?”

“Frequently.”

“But you still admire me?”

“Unfortunately for my sanity, yes.”

We sat there looking at each other, the restaurant disappearing until it was just the 2 of us. His hand moved across the table, and his fingers brushed mine in a touch so light it could have been accidental, if not for the way his eyes darkened.

“We should get back,” I said, even though the last thing I wanted was to break the moment.

“Yes,” he agreed.

But neither of us moved for long seconds, fingers still touching, gazes saying things our voices were not ready to admit.

It was almost 5:00 p.m. when Sienna decided to make another appearance. She walked in with the determined click of expensive heels, went straight past me, and invaded Elliot’s office without knocking.

“Elliot. We need to talk.”

Elliot looked up with pure annoyance.

“Sienna, I don’t remember scheduling a meeting.”

“About us. About what we had.”

She threw herself into the chair with a dramatic movement. From my desk, I had a perfect view, and even though I should have focused on work, it was impossible not to watch.

“We didn’t have anything,” Elliot said, his voice cold. “We dated casually. No commitment. I made that very clear.”

“But you’ve changed. You took that assistant to the gala just to provoke me. It worked. I’m jealous. Can we get back together now?”

“No.”

“Why? Because now you want commitment? With her?”

Sienna pointed at me through the glass.

“With the secretary? You’re wasting your time when you could have any woman.”

“Get out.”

Elliot’s voice cut like a knife, cold and dangerous.

“Now. And don’t come back. Ever. And if I hear you disrespecting Alexia or any employee of this company again, you’ll discover exactly how unpleasant I can be.”

Sienna got up so fast the chair almost tipped over.

“You’re going to regret this.”

“I doubt it.”

Elliot returned to his documents as if she had already ceased to exist.

Sienna left furious. I waited a few minutes before going to his office, knocking on the door even though it was open.

“You didn’t need to do that,” I said when he gestured for me to come in.

“I did.”

He stood, coming around the desk to get closer.

“She was completely disrespectful. And she was wrong about everything.”

“You refused because…”

I began, but could not finish.

“Because I don’t want her. I don’t want anyone I’ve had before.”

He took another step, and we were inches apart.

“You’re not just an assistant, Alexia. Not to me.”

My heart raced dangerously.

“Then what am I?”

I saw the moment he wanted to say everything, but then something locked, and he pulled back emotionally.

“Someone important.”

The words sounded weak even to him, based on the tension in his jaw.

“Important,” I repeated, and the disappointment must have been obvious. “Great. How enlightening.”

I turned to leave, but he caught my wrist gently.

“Alexia.”

“It’s fine, Elliot.”

I forced a professional smile.

“Important is good. I’m going back to work.”

I pulled free and returned to my desk, focusing on emails with false intensity because my brain was processing the frustration of having someone defend me absolutely and then be unable to admit what exactly I meant to him.

Through the glass, I saw Marcus walk in right after, closing the door. I could not hear, but I saw how Marcus gestured, how Elliot ran his hand through his hair several times, how he finally sat with his head in his hands while Marcus kept talking.

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Even without hearing, I knew they were talking about me.

About us.

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