Chapter 6
Any decision regarding my continued employment or position at the Bellarosa required my written consent.
“You do not need to sign now.”
Reese remained still.
“Read it slowly.”
He continued.
“Show it to Finn.”
His voice stayed even.
“Tear it apart if you prefer.”
I examined the final paragraph again.
“You removed the provision allowing dismissal by board order.”
“I did.”
I looked up.
“My conditions.”
I held the contract.
“I am repeating them even though you already understand.”
Reese waited.
“No decision concerning my life is made without me.”
I listed them.
“Surveillance.”
“Security.”
“The presence of 1 of your men on my street, near my entrance, or at my work.”
My voice became firm.
“Nothing happens without my knowledge and agreement.”
“Accepted.”
He did not hesitate.
“Without hesitation?”
“Without hesitation.”
Reese paused before continuing.
The following sentence seemed to cost him more.
“In return, I request 1 thing.”
“Say it.”
“When you want me to withdraw, tell me directly.”
His eyes stayed on mine.
“Do not soften it.”
“Do not alter the words.”
“Say it.”
His expression remained controlled.
“I will withdraw.”
Reese continued.
“I will learn to listen more quickly if you speak plainly.”
I considered whether it was an order or contractual demand.
It was neither.
It was a request.
The most dangerous man in Chicago asked for the 1 thing I knew how to give.
“Agreed.”
I extended my hand.
Reese accepted it.
The handshake lasted longer than necessary.
Neither of us hurried to end it.
His thumb pressed my wrist for 1 additional second, and the warmth traveled upward through my arm.
When he released me, it felt as though he returned something that remained inside my palm.
The afternoon passed while Finn and I reviewed the contract.
Sarah crossed the half-open office entrance, saw the envelope inside my hand, raised 1 eyebrow, and continued walking.
Her laughter came from the corridor.
I did not need to ask what amused her.
Friday reached Chicago beneath a clear sky and a wind colder than expected.
I wore a simple dark dress cut in a style I would not have purchased 6 months earlier.
Inside my bedroom mirror, I did not turn away from my reflection.
The young woman who pressed a tray against her chest was no longer there.
Someone who had once been that woman remained, but I knew where she ended and where I began.
Reese waited at the building entrance beside the vehicle.
Declan sat behind the wheel.
Reese wore no tie. The 1st button of his shirt remained open, and his coat had not been fastened.
When he saw me, he required 1 second before moving.
Inside that second, I received his complete attention.
“You look—”
“Do not complete that sentence with a banal adjective.”
He laughed quietly and opened the vehicle entrance.
“It was not going to be banal.”
I entered with his scent surrounding the rear seat.
Declan turned his face only enough to speak.
“Good evening, miss.”
He waited.
“The boss spent the afternoon adjusting his watch.”
His expression remained neutral.
“I believed that might be useful information.”
“Declan.”
Reese did not turn.
“Noted, boss.”
I laughed without intending to.
The sound surprised me.
Reese looked from the side, and something crossed his face without concealment.
The Bellarosa carried the full pace of a Friday evening when we arrived.
Two waitresses looked toward us within the same fraction of a second.
The questions moving between them nearly made me laugh again.
Ivette directed us to the rear reservation table, the same place where Reese ate during his 1st visit with Finn and Declan.
We did not mention it.
We sat across from each other.
Reese requested sparkling water for me and asked whether I wanted wine.
I agreed.
He selected a bottle without studying the list.
It was something I would never have ordered.
When the sommelier poured it, I discovered it was precisely the kind of wine I liked without previously knowing I liked it.
During the 1st several minutes, we discussed insignificant things, as though warming ourselves before approaching anything important.
Reese described the home where he grew up inside an Irish neighborhood that no longer existed.
I told him about the tiny garden my mother maintained near the entrance to our old apartment.
Without understanding how, I began speaking about my father.
“It has been a long time.”
Reese waited.
“I remember very little.”
I looked toward the glass.
“I remember his key entering the lock.”
My voice softened.
“He returned late and carried me to bed even when I had become too large.”
I thought of the old coat.
“I remember his scent.”
My fingers moved once over the tablecloth.
“I do not remember his face clearly.”
I lifted my eyes.
“I need a photograph.”
Reese looked toward me longer than the answer seemed to deserve.
Then he lowered his attention to the glass.
“Whoever raised you did it well.”
I smiled without fully understanding why.
Sarah crossed the room carrying bread.
She caught me within the edge of her vision, raised 1 eyebrow from a distance, and continued without stopping.
The silent complicity was worth more than any joke she could have made beside the table.
“I will try.”
Reese answered something I had not spoken aloud.
Declan, positioned near the bar, pretended not to hear.
So did the sommelier.
I laughed quietly enough that only Reese noticed.
We ate slowly.
With every course, the restaurant seemed to move farther from my body, its walls retreating by degrees.
Between the 2nd course and dessert, Reese extended 1 hand across the table.
He moved gradually, stopping with the palm upward.
He did not speak.
He waited.
I placed my hand inside his.
His fingers closed with a gentleness I did not expect from hands of that size.
We remained that way longer than reason required.
The dining room continued around us.
Plates touched lightly.
Voices rose and fell.
Someone laughed at a distant table.
I heard only Reese’s breathing, my own, and warmth moving along my arm.
“Estella.”
His voice became low.
“Say it.”
“Do you want to come with me?”
I did not need to ask where.
I nodded once.
We left the Bellarosa holding hands for the 1st time.
I felt the attention from the dining room.
I did not pretend otherwise.
At 1 of the window tables, a woman watched me.
When I returned her gaze, she smiled faintly, as though recognizing something inside me that she had once carried herself.
I did not lower my eyes.
Declan opened the vehicle.
He offered no joke.
He only inclined his head.
“Good evening, miss.”
“Good evening, Declan.”
The penthouse received us with low lights already prepared.
Chicago blinked beyond the windows in yellow points against darkness.
Reese stopped at the center of the room, precisely where we had argued during my previous visit.
He looked at me like a man offering space rather than occupying it.
I approached.
When I stopped 1 pace away, he raised his hand slowly and held my face.
His thumb followed the line of my jaw as though learning it.
His eyes lowered toward my mouth and returned to mine.
The question existed there without being spoken.
“Yes.”
My voice remained quiet.
“I want to stay.”
Reese leaned down and kissed me slowly, delaying the final second out of respect.
I closed my eyes.
Afterward, my forehead rested against his.
His hand remained along my face as though I might vanish if he released it.
I did not vanish.
I remained there, whole, chosen, and choosing.
Reese led me along the corridor.
The bedroom entrance closed behind us with a low click.
I awakened first.
Morning light entered through gaps inside the curtains and painted pale bands over the sheet.
For a long moment, I remained still beneath a feeling I could not immediately name.
It was not unfamiliarity.
It was Reese’s absence.
Recognizing another person’s absence inside a bed was a new form of knowledge.
I sat, put on the shirt he left across an armchair, and folded its long sleeves at my wrists.
Coffee drew me through the corridor.
Reese leaned against the kitchen entrance holding 2 cups.
He wore dark trousers, a gray shirt, and no shoes.
For the 1st time since meeting him, his hair appeared disordered.
He said nothing.
He held out 1 cup.
“Coffee.”
His eyes remained on me.
“Strong.”
“No sugar.”
He waited.
“Did I prepare it correctly?”
“You did.”
Reese smiled.
It was small and closed at the corners but changed his entire face.
We sat together at the stone counter, beside rather than opposite each other.
Our shoulders touched when he reached toward the sugar container I had not requested.
“I thought perhaps—”
“I have not used sugar in years.”
“Noted.”
We drank quietly.
The city began moving far below.
The previous night settled inside my chest without sound, finding the correct place.
“Reese.”
“Say it.”
“I did not come here because I owed you.”
“I know.”
“I need you to understand it too.”
He placed the cup down and turned fully toward me.
Reese held my hand with the same composure as the night before.
“I know.”
His voice remained steady.
“I will continue knowing it every day.”
I drank again and looked toward him from the side.
He watched me as always, but with less armor and more of the man beneath it.
I kept that face inside memory.
During the afternoon, we returned downstairs together.
We entered the Bellarosa through the primary doors, holding hands while sunlight moved sideways across the tables.
The dining room had begun filling for lunch.
Sarah noticed us 1st from the bar.
She did not joke.
She placed 1 hand over her chest, pretended briefly to faint, and returned to work carrying a smile I recognized across the room.
Ivette emerged from the office, saw our hands, hesitated for one-tenth of a second, and approached with the discretion she had learned since everything changed.
She asked Reese for a private moment near the counter.
He released my hand slowly, as though the gesture cost him, and moved several steps away.
I remained alone at the center of the restaurant.
For the 1st time in my life, standing alone inside a crowded place did not cause my shoulders to bend.
I examined my usual tables, the kitchen entrance, and the place where Marlon once stood carrying his clipboard.
He was no longer there.
Neither was the young woman who had pressed a tray against her chest.
There was only me.
My attention moved over the walls with unfamiliar calm.
Almost accidentally, it reached the old mirror near the bar.
The frame was dark.
A slight wave inside the glass returned the dining room at an angle.
I smiled toward it without reason.
The mirror returned the smile.
Then a small question crossed my mind without weight or alarm and disappeared before I could hold it.
How long had that mirror been there?
Reese returned.
He extended his hand.
I accepted it.
“Shall we?”
“Yes.”
We walked toward the rear table together.
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I did not lower my eyes once.
Disclaimer: This story is fictional and created for entertainment purposes only. Any names, characters, places, or events are fictitious or used fictitiously. No real person or organization is intended to be portrayed.
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