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Chapter 4

The smell was the first thing I could process.

Mold. Old oil. Something metallic I did not want to identify.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a high warehouse ceiling crossed by dark beams.

My hands were tied behind a chair. My left wrist hurt in 1 precise place, as though someone had held it too tightly for too long.

I tried to reconstruct what had happened.

The enclosed vehicle. Sienna bleeding. A broken window. A large arm across my neck.

Then darkness.

A metal door creaked at the opposite side of the warehouse.

“You are awake.”

The voice arrived before the face.

When the man entered the circle of light beneath the only illuminated bulb, I recognized the type before I knew the name.

He carried himself like a captain. He was the right age, and resentment had settled permanently near the corner of his mouth.

He introduced himself like someone demanding recognition.

“Orazio Falcone. Perhaps your husband mentioned me.”

He had not.

I knew the history anyway.

It was the name no one spoke inside the mansion, the captain demoted 2 years earlier.

He pulled a chair close and sat before me as though beginning a business discussion.

“You are smaller than I imagined, Caruso.”

“And you are exactly the size they described.”

My voice sounded steadier than I expected.

“Small?”

He smiled without humor.

He removed a cigarette from his jacket, lit it slowly, and directed the smoke away from me.

“Your husband is creating considerable noise across the city.”

I said nothing.

My heart struck so loudly inside my chest that I was certain he could hear it.

“The port has been closed since yesterday. 3 of my men have already appeared with broken fingers.”

Orazio inhaled from the cigarette.

This time, he was the one who avoided my eyes.

“He is burning money as though it grows in his garden, all because of you.”

“Are you telling me this to frighten me or to praise yourself?”

“I am telling you so you understand that the man you married is losing his reason in real time.”

He leaned closer.

“When he arrives, because he will arrive, I intend to ensure he finds you in the condition I choose.”

I kept my chin raised.

Inside me, something old from childhood in the Caruso house whispered that this was how stories ended for women carrying my blood.

I swallowed.

“Why are you doing this?”

He laughed quietly.

“Because he took what belonged to me. Now I am taking what belongs to him.”

He left.

The metal door slammed.

I remained alone for hours without names.

The light did not change.

The smell did not change.

Eventually, rain began striking the roof, and the sound became the only reliable company I had.

I thought of Luciano.

I remembered the porch and the cup he had moved beside mine that morning.

I remembered his face near mine the previous night and the quiet question he had asked.

I thought of the 3 weeks I had required before saying yes and wondered whether I had waited too long.

I closed my eyes tightly.

“Not yet,” I told myself. “Not yet.”

The door opened again.

Orazio entered with another man carrying a sheet of paper.

The paper was thrown into my lap like discarded refuse.

“Read it aloud.”

I looked down.

It was a short letter written hastily. It demanded that Luciano surrender himself in exchange for my life.

I looked up.

“I will not read this.”

Orazio approached.

His heavy hand struck my face lightly, not with enough force to cause serious pain, but with enough force to establish who controlled the room.

I tasted blood near the corner of my mouth.

“Yes, you will.”

“Do you truly want him to come?”

I forced my breath to remain even.

“If Luciano enters this warehouse, you will not leave it alive.”

His hand stopped in the air.

For 1 second, I saw exactly what I wanted.

Fear.

Small and carefully concealed, but present.

He left again without speaking.

I did not know how much time passed.

The cold light from the bulb remained unchanged, but through the gap near the door, I saw daylight brighten and darken again.

It had been Monday when they brought me there.

When rain began for the 2nd time, I estimated it was already Wednesday, perhaps Thursday.

Eventually, I fell asleep without intending to.

I awoke because someone was shouting.

It was not a shout of anger.

It was a command.

Then came the first gunshot.

A 2nd followed.

Then many shots came together, so closely spaced they stopped sounding separate and became a continuous impact, like stone striking stone.

The bulb above me swung.

I contracted against the chair.

The metal door opened under the force of a kick.

A body fell into the warehouse.

It was not Luciano.

A 2nd man entered with a rifle raised.

I recognized his shoulders before his face.

Matteo.

Later, I would learn that Sienna, while the wound at her temple was still being stitched, had managed to crawl from the damaged car and telephone him before losing consciousness.

Because of her, the warehouse door was now being broken open.

Behind Matteo came Luciano.

He held a gun in his right hand.

His black jacket was soaked in 3 places, and not all the blood belonged to someone else.

A deep cut crossed his left temple. Another marked the corner of his mouth. His right sleeve hung open at the shoulder.

His eyes moved directly to me.

For 1 full second, the rest of the warehouse ceased to exist.

He crossed the floor without running, though each step consumed the distance.

He knelt before me.

His hands trembled as he began cutting the restraints.

“Are you whole?”

“I am.”

“Look at me.”

I did.

His eyes moved over my face, neck, and wrists with the exactness of someone cataloging damage.

When his attention reached the cut near my mouth where Orazio had struck me, his jaw tightened.

He said nothing.

He cut the final restraint.

“Orazio?” I asked.

“He will not trouble anyone again.”

Luciano raised his hand to my face.

His thumb passed near the cut without pressing it.

It was the gentlest sensation I had ever felt.

I stood.

My legs refused to support me.

He caught my waist before I fell.

Only then did I feel how violently he was trembling and how much of the blood on his jacket was his own.

I did not think.

I wrapped both arms around his neck and held him.

His body relaxed against mine all at once, as though until that moment he had remained upright through will alone.

“You are injured,” I whispered against his shoulder.

“I am alive.”

Matteo appeared at the edge of my vision and said something too quiet for me to understand.

Luciano answered without releasing my waist.

We left the warehouse together.

The rain had stopped.

The Philadelphia sky was becoming light gray, the shade preceding sunrise.

Inside the car, Luciano drew me against his side and rested his temple against mine.

He said nothing for several minutes.

Neither did I.

During that journey, I learned something no one had taught me in 26 years.

Someone had almost died for me.

Without hesitation, I would have done the same for him.

Morning entered Luciano’s bedroom slowly and without ceremony, laying a thin light across the dark wooden floor.

I sat on the edge of the bed with a basin of warm water on my lap and a cloth in my hands.

Luciano sat before me without a shirt.

His left shoulder had been bandaged by a doctor who arrived during the early hours and disappeared before sunrise.

Bruises covered places I did not want to count.

I wet the cloth and pressed it carefully against his temple, where the wound had been cleaned but still appeared too recent to touch.

He did not move.

He only watched me.

“Why did you go yourself?” I asked. “You had men for that.”

“I did not.”

“Yes, you did.”

“I did not, Valyria.”

I pressed the cloth harder than necessary.

Warm water moved down my wrist.

“You could have died.”

“I know.”

“And you went anyway.”

He caught my wrist before I could touch the cloth to his face again.

His hand was warm and his fingers firm without tightening.

His eyes did not move from mine.

“I went because if another man had entered that warehouse and brought you out, I would never have slept again. It had to be me.”

The cloth fell into the basin.

The sound was small inside the quiet room.

I expected to cry.

I did not.

I remained still with his hand around my wrist and felt something calm settle into the center of my chest, as though it had finally discovered where it belonged.

Someone knocked.

Matteo opened the door slightly.

“Boss, Tiziano is here. Orazio has been confirmed dead. The faction has been dismantled. The rest can wait until you decide to speak.”

Luciano gestured once.

Matteo closed the door.

I looked at my husband.

“It is over.”

“It is over.”

I lifted the basin, carried it into the bathroom, and emptied the water into the sink.

I watched it disappear into the drain longer than necessary, 1 hand resting against the cold white marble.

The day passed the way days passed after storms—slowly and without grand declarations.

We ate lunch on the porch, seated beside each other without anyone needing to arrange it.

The food was warm.

The silence differed from the silences of our first weeks.

It was less distant.

It felt like a choice.

Sienna called 3 times.

I answered the 2nd call, assured her I was whole, and promised to visit during the following week.

She cried.

I nearly cried with her.

After the call, I remained with the telephone in my hand for 1 minute, looking toward the garden without seeing it.

Luciano slept during the afternoon.

I sat in the armchair beside the bed and attempted to read a book my mind refused to absorb.

Periodically, I looked up to confirm he was breathing.

His chest continued rising and falling slowly.

His expression was softer than he probably permitted while awake.

Night came gradually.

The sky turned orange and then dark blue.

I stood on the porch with my elbows against the cold iron railing when he appeared in the doorway.

He had changed his shirt.

His feet were bare against the wooden floor.

His eyes found me directly.

“Come here,” I said before thinking.

He approached and stopped close enough for me to feel warmth radiating through the fabric of his shirt.

I extended my hand.

He accepted it.

“Have you decided?” he asked.

“I have.”

“What have you decided?”

I looked at him.

I looked at the marked temple, the restrained mouth, and the dark eyes that had crossed an entire city searching for me.

“To stay.”

His hand tightened around mine.

It was the only visible reaction he permitted himself.

“Come,” he said.

We walked together along the corridor.

He opened the bedroom door and allowed me to enter first.

Before I could turn, his hand rested lightly against my waist.

His mouth found the corner of mine in a brief kiss carrying everything neither of us had said.

The door closed behind us.

The following morning arrived bright, with the smell of coffee drifting through the house.

I awoke with my face against his chest and his open hand resting on my back, as though it had remained there throughout the night to ensure I did not disappear in my sleep.

I stayed still and listened to his breathing and the quiet mansion.

Golden light entered horizontally through the window.

Then I rose.

Luciano followed without complaint.

We carried coffee to the porch.

The sun was beginning to rise beyond the buildings of Philadelphia, slowly coloring the sky pale orange.

I leaned against the railing.

He stood behind me and rested his chin on my shoulder with a weight that did not burden me, only warmed me.

His free hand found my waist beneath the robe I had borrowed from him.

We remained there.

The coffee cooled in our cups.

Neither of us cared.

“The day of the wedding,” he said quietly beside my ear, “I had already decided.”

I laughed.

It was a small sound, nearly a sigh.

“I know.”

We drank the coffee slowly.

In the garden below, a bird landed on the edge of the fountain and immediately took flight again.

The sun completed its rise over the city.

For 1 instant, I looked toward the distant Philadelphia skyline, the buildings cut against the clear sky.

I remembered something I had believed as a child: rotten blood always found a way to collect its debt.

I drew the thought back.

I rested my head against Luciano’s shoulder and allowed the warmth of his hand at my waist to return me to the present.

May you like

The sun stood over Philadelphia, bright and new.

I had chosen to stay.

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