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Chapter 2 - “Gavin,” she began, her voice still thick with sleep. “About last night, I think we—”

“It was a mistake,” he cut in. His voice was hard, cold, empty of the vulnerability she had seen hours before. “Alcohol. My weakness. I shouldn’t have let it happen. It doesn’t mean anything. Forget it.”

His words fell like ice.

Cecilia forced a steady breath. Some part of her still clung to the hope that the night had meant something to him too.

“But we connected,” she said, hating how small and vulnerable her voice sounded. “That was real. I felt it. And you did too.”

He turned then, and what she saw in his eyes made her instinctively pull back. There was only calculated coldness and cruelty sharpened during the hours she had slept in his arms.

“We?” he repeated, scorn in his voice. “There is no we, Cecilia. There is a contract. Paper. You’re a tool in this deal, and last night was a moment of weakness on my part. A warm body when I was vulnerable. Nothing more than that. Understand?”

Each word was a precise cut. Tears burned behind her eyes, but she refused to let them fall in front of him.

“I understand perfectly,” she said, proud of how firm her voice sounded despite the chaos inside her.

“Good.”

He started toward the door, eager to leave.

“And Cecilia, it won’t happen again. Ever. I have standards, and last night was a mistake that won’t be repeated. Now get dressed and get out of my office.”

The door closed behind him, the sound echoing through the empty room.

Only then did Cecilia let herself break.

She slid from the couch to the cold floor, hugged her knees, and cried the way she had not cried since childhood, with sobs that tore at her throat and shook her entire body. The previous night had been the first time in weeks that she felt less alone, less lost, and Gavin had destroyed it with a few well-placed sentences.

For hours, she stayed there until there were no tears left. Then she dragged herself to her bedroom and locked the door.

If she had thought Gavin was cold before, the following weeks taught her that she had known only the beginning of his cruelty. He became worse. So much worse that sometimes she wished they could return to the first days, when he only ignored her instead of actively making her feel like nothing.

He avoided her in the mansion as though she were contagious. He changed direction when he saw her in hallways. He ate at different times to avoid sharing the table. He locked the office whenever he was inside, as though afraid she might invade his space again.

In public, they continued the farce because investors still needed to believe in their stability. But even then, she felt the difference. His touches were quicker, more impersonal, as if every second of physical contact was something he could barely tolerate.

One night, desperate for any human interaction after days of silence, Cecilia tried to speak during dinner.

“Gavin, I was thinking maybe we could—”

“I’m not interested in what you were thinking,” he said without looking up from his plate. “Eat in silence. When you’re done, go back to your room. That’s the extent of our necessary interaction.”

She closed her mouth and finished her meal in a silence so heavy it was difficult to swallow. When she reached her room, she cried again, because crying seemed to be all she knew how to do.

She did not understand why the night in the office had made him worse. Part of her wondered if he had felt something real and it frightened him. The larger, more rational part knew he probably only felt disgusted with himself for giving in to weakness with her.

Four weeks after that night, Cecilia woke with nausea so intense she barely made it out of bed. She ran to the bathroom and vomited violently. When she finally looked in the mirror, a pale, exhausted woman stared back.

At first, she thought it was stress. Living in that house with Gavin was enough to make anyone sick. But the nausea continued day after day, accompanied by a deep exhaustion no amount of sleep could cure.

Isa Hogan, Gavin’s sister, was the one who insisted she see a doctor. Isa had returned from a trip and quickly become Cecilia’s only friend in the huge, cold mansion.

“You look terrible, Cece,” Isa said with typical frankness as she dragged Cecilia toward the car. “And before you say it’s just tiredness, I’ve already heard you throwing up 3 mornings in a row. We’re going to the doctor now.”

The appointment was quick and direct. When the doctor returned with the test results, the smile on her face revealed everything before she spoke.

“Congratulations, Mrs. Hogan,” the doctor said warmly. “You’re pregnant. Four weeks, by my calculations. Your baby is perfectly healthy.”

The world stopped.

Pregnant.

Cecilia was pregnant with Gavin Hogan’s baby, the child of the man who treated her like trash, who had used her that night and discarded her as if she meant nothing.

Her hand went automatically to her still-flat stomach.

The doctor asked whether her husband knew. Cecilia shook her head, unable to speak.

“Well,” the doctor said, “I’m sure he’ll be thrilled. Babies are always a blessing.”

Cecilia forced a smile and accepted the prenatal vitamins. During the ride back, she sat in silence, trying to process the information that changed everything.

Isa tried to talk, then gave up when she realized Cecilia was lost inside her own thoughts.

Back at the mansion, Cecilia went directly to her room. She sat on the bed for hours, hand on her stomach, trying to decide what to do. Part of her knew she should tell Gavin. No matter how things were between them, he was the father and had the right to know.

Another part of her, still bleeding from the wounds he had opened, feared his reaction. Feared being rejected again, this time with consequences far beyond her own heart.

Eventually, the rational part won.

She decided she would tell him that night. He deserved to know. Maybe, just maybe, the  news of a baby would change something between them.

It was fragile, probably naive, but she clung to it because it was all she had.

At around 8:00 p.m., she went down to his office, her heart beating so hard she could hear it. She rehearsed what she would say the whole way, searching for words that might soften the news.

The door was slightly open, unusual because Gavin always kept it locked. As she approached, she heard voices. One was Gavin’s. The other was Marcus, his brother.

She was about to knock when she heard her name.

“Pregnant?” Marcus said. “Your wife is pregnant, Gavin.”

Cecilia froze with her hand suspended in the air.

The laugh that followed was cruel enough to turn her blood cold.

“I’d never be that foolish, Marcus,” Gavin said. “Have a child with that woman? Do you really think I’d make such a monumental mistake?”

She should have left then. She should have walked away and spared herself. But her feet seemed rooted to the floor.

“You’re married,” Marcus insisted, confusion clear in his voice. “Eventually that could happen.”

“On paper,” Gavin snapped. “Theater for idiotic investors who need to see a happy couple to feel secure about their investments. Nothing more than that.”

There was a pause.

Then he continued, each word cutting into her.

“Look, I slept with her once. It was a pathetic mistake. I was drunk, vulnerable, weak. She was there. Warm body. Convenient. That’s all.”

Tears began falling silently down Cecilia’s face. She covered her mouth to muffle the sob threatening to escape. Her other hand went to her stomach, protecting the baby from words that felt poisonous.

“And since then,” Gavin said, disgust thick in his voice, “I’ve been disgusted with myself for touching her. That woman I didn’t even choose. Who was shoved down my throat like I was cattle being traded. She’s empty, superficial, a brainless doll Daddy spoiled and who now finally had to face the real world.”

“Gavin, that’s very cruel,” Marcus said.

“It’s the truth,” Gavin shouted. Cecilia heard something hit the desk. “I can barely wait for this year to be over. Can barely wait to get rid of her. Forget that night existed. Forget that I had to pretend for 12 months that she meant something. The idea of having a child with her would be a life sentence. Never. I’d rather die.”

Cecilia backed away from the door, her legs shaking so badly she could barely stand. She put a hand against the wall to steady herself, trying to breathe through tears that would not stop.

Then Marcus asked the question that sealed her fate.

“And if it happens?” he asked quietly. “Accidentally? What would you do?”

The pause was long enough for Cecilia to hope Gavin would not answer.

But he did.

“It won’t happen because I’ll never touch that woman again. Ever. But if it did, I’d demand a solution. A child complicates the divorce. Ties me to her beyond the contract. I want freedom from her, from this farce, from all of this. So no, Marcus. It won’t happen. It can’t happen.”

Cecilia ran.

She did not care if they heard her footsteps. She cared only about escaping before they opened the door and found her shattered in the hallway. She stumbled upstairs, tears blurring her vision, and locked herself in her room before collapsing to the floor.

She cried until she could no longer breathe properly, until her throat hurt and her eyes were swollen. When no tears remained, she dragged herself to the bed and lay on her side, one hand protectively over her still-flat stomach.

“He’ll never know,” she whispered to the baby, her voice broken. “About you. Ever. I’ll protect you from him. From everything he could do. We’ll run away when the contract ends. I promise. You’ll have a mother who loves you more than anything, and that will be enough. It has to be enough.”

She stayed awake all night planning, calculating how to hide the pregnancy until the contract ended. It would be difficult, maybe impossible, but she would do anything to protect her baby from a father who preferred death to having them.

As sunrise painted the sky pink and gold, Cecilia made a silent promise.

Gavin Hogan would never know he had a child. Not until she was far enough away that he could no longer hurt them.

Hiding a pregnancy from someone who lived in the same house proved far more difficult than Cecilia imagined.

The following weeks became a series of careful lies, loose clothing, and award-worthy performances whenever nausea threatened to betray her. She woke each morning praying the sickness would wait until Gavin left. She learned the quickest route to every bathroom in the mansion.

Clothing became her first defense: loose dresses, blouses that fell away from the body, coats even when they were not necessary. The stylist suggested tighter pieces more than once, but Cecilia insisted on comfort until the woman finally gave up.

Food became another minefield. Nausea tortured her all day. In public, she ate the bare minimum, pushing food around her plate. Gavin noticed too quickly. During dinners, he began watching her with a focused intensity that made her nervous, his eyes following every movement.

Exhaustion was relentless, arriving in waves strong enough to close her eyes without permission. Some afternoons, she dozed off in the library and woke hours later disoriented, inventing excuses when Gavin found her. He frowned but did not comment directly. He only watched with something between concern and suspicion.

The charity gala came when Cecilia was 6 weeks pregnant. The dark blue dress she chose was loose at the waist. Heavy makeup disguised her pallor. She looked at herself in the mirror and forced the practiced smile.

Just a few more months, she told herself. You can do this.

The event was packed with important people talking about money while drinking expensive champagne. Gavin played the attentive husband, his hand on her waist in a public display of affection that made her want to pull away. She relaxed against him anyway and smiled for cameras.

An animated investor approached them with champagne and a smile too wide, clearly already drunk.

“We need to celebrate,” he said. “The merger is an absolute success thanks to you.”

Gavin accepted a glass and waited for Cecilia to do the same.

She looked at the golden liquid and felt her stomach turn violently.

Alcohol was out of the question.

“No, thank you,” she managed, smiling. “Sensitive stomach today. Something I ate didn’t sit well.”

The investor walked away, but Gavin’s eyes remained on her, heavy and analytical. She pretended not to notice. For the rest of the night, she felt his attention return to her again and again, as if he were assembling pieces of a puzzle.

It was not the first time she had refused alcohol, and each refusal seemed to register in his mind as evidence.

Near the end of the night, the nausea finally won. Cecilia murmured an excuse and rushed to the bathroom, a hand clamped over her mouth. She barely locked the stall before vomiting violently. She stayed on the cold floor afterward, trying to catch her breath.

When she emerged, face washed and makeup repaired, Gavin was waiting outside, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed.

“You’re sick,” he said. It was not a question. “Third time in 2 weeks you’ve thrown up or refused a drink. What’s going on, Cecilia?”

She forced a smile.

“Just a persistent virus. Nothing serious. It’s getting better.”

He did not look convinced, but there were people nearby.

“Let’s go home. You need to rest.”

The ride back was tense in a different way because, for the first time, Gavin seemed genuinely worried instead of irritated. He kept looking at her, and she pretended to watch city lights while feeling the weight of his gaze.

“You need to see a doctor,” he said finally. “This has happened too many times to be a simple virus. It could be serious.”

Panic tightened her chest.

“I don’t need to. I’m fine. It’s just stress.”

He was quiet for a long moment.

“You’ve changed a lot, Cecilia. Not just physically. You’re quieter. More observant. Like you’re keeping secrets you didn’t even know you had before.”

The observation was dangerously accurate.

She turned to face him.

“Maybe you never really saw me before. You decided I was an empty doll from day 1, so that’s what you saw. But people change when forced to survive impossible situations, Gavin.”

He seemed genuinely surprised.

The silence stretched until he returned to the original subject.

“Stress doesn’t make you vomit 3 times in 2 weeks. It doesn’t make you refuse alcohol when you used to accept it.”

“You know what I noticed?” she interrupted before she could stop herself, weeks of frustration finding escape. “At the event today, you were negotiating with the group from Asia. The investors from Singapore who want to expand the partnership.”

Gavin frowned.

“I was. How did you—”

“You were agreeing with their terms too quickly,” she continued, turning fully in her seat. “I saw it. Everyone saw you nodding, smiling the way you do when you want someone to feel secure. But no one else saw that you didn’t sign anything. No papers. No preliminary agreement. Nothing.”

The car slowed as Gavin looked at her with surprise and something close to respect.

“Continue.”

“You’re using the same strategy my father used 3 years ago with European investors,” she said, feeling strange satisfaction in finally demonstrating that she was not foolish. “You let them think they’re winning. That you’re easy to convince. That the deal is practically closed. They get confident. They relax. They start talking more freely, revealing things they wouldn’t reveal if they knew you were still analyzing. Then, when you have all the data you need, you come back with a counteroffer that catches them completely off guard.”

Gavin stopped pretending to look at the road and faced her fully. There was genuine admiration in his eyes now.

“How do you know this?”

“Because I paid attention,” she said, letting the hurt enter her voice. “While everyone, including you, thought I was only a spoiled princess, I was observing. Learning. My father took me to events from the time I was 15, and I absorbed every conversation, every negotiation, every strategy. At home, he taught me afterward, explaining power dynamics, psychological games, methods of subtle manipulation. I was just never allowed to show what I knew because everyone had already decided my role.”

The silence that followed was different, loaded with a fundamental reassessment.

Gavin looked at her as if seeing her for the first time.

“You’re right,” he said at last, and there was humility in the admission. “About the strategy. About everything. I was doing exactly that, and I thought no one would have noticed. Especially not—”

“Especially not the dumb doll,” she finished without anger. Only exhaustion. “I know what you think of me, Gavin. You made it very clear.”

He opened his mouth as if to argue, then only nodded.

The rest of the ride passed in contemplative silence, but Cecilia felt that something had shifted.

Two weeks later, at 8 weeks pregnant, her body rebelled in a way she could no longer hide. They were at an even larger event, surrounded by international investors and press cameras. Cecilia was speaking to an investor when the world began to spin. She tried to maintain her smile, but her vision blurred at the edges, and her legs gave out.

“Gavin,” she whispered.

Then everything went black.

She woke on a couch in a side room. Gavin was kneeling beside her, gripping her hand with painful force. His face was pale, his eyes wide with fear.

“Cecilia, thank God. You fainted. You scared me.”

She tried to sit, but he kept her lying down.

“You’re going to the hospital now. Nonnegotiable.”

At the hospital, the same doctor who had confirmed the pregnancy examined her. When their eyes met, Cecilia saw immediate recognition and silently begged him not to reveal the secret. He checked her blood pressure and asked questions while Gavin stood nearby, tense and suspicious.

“She’s dehydrated,” the doctor announced. “Severe stress. She needs rest, fewer events, better nutrition, and hydration.”

“That’s it?” Gavin asked. “Nothing more serious?”

“Sometimes the body responds dramatically to stress. Mrs. Hogan needs to slow down. If symptoms persist, she should come back for more tests.”

Gavin looked relieved but frustrated.

“Let’s go home. You’re going to rest.”

At the mansion, he surprised her by carrying her up the stairs despite her protests.

“Be quiet,” he murmured, placing her on the bed, and there was something almost gentle in his touch. “I’ll have soup made.”

Twenty minutes later, he returned carrying the tray himself.

“The cook left,” he explained, a slight blush appearing. “I heated it in the microwave.”

It was the first thing he had ever done for her that was not connected to appearances. Cecilia began eating while he sat nearby, watching with nervous intensity.

“About what you said in the car,” he began after a long silence. “About observing. Learning. I was an idiot to assume you were superficial.”

She swallowed the soup and looked at him directly.

“Everyone assumes that. The difference is that now you’ve seen you were wrong.”

He leaned forward, elbows on his knees.

“I don’t know what I feel about you, but hate isn’t the right word. And I don’t want you to suffer, or get sick, or die. Understand?”

“Why do you care now?” she asked, confusion and pain leaking into her voice.

“Because maybe I was unfair,” he said, vulnerability clear in the words. “And maybe I’m starting to see that the woman I married isn’t who I thought she was. That changes things in ways I don’t know how to process.”

Cecilia finished the soup in silence. When he stood to leave, he paused at the door.

“Rest. No events this week. Maybe next week too. You need to recover.”

When the door closed, Cecilia was alone with her hand resting automatically on her still-flat stomach. Gavin had seen a side of her she had kept hidden, and it had changed something between them.

She did not know whether that change was good or dangerous.

The week after the fainting incident was strangely calm, almost peaceful, which kept Cecilia alert, waiting for the other shoe to drop. Gavin canceled the events as promised. For the first time since the marriage began, she spent entire days in the mansion without pretending to be happy for investors.

The silence between them shifted from hostile to contemplative. It felt as if both of them were processing the car conversation and reassessing old assumptions.

Cecilia used the time to rest, hydrate, and eat properly, always with a protective hand over her stomach, which was beginning to show the earliest signs of change. The pregnancy was advancing relentlessly. Soon she would not be able to hide it, no matter how loose her clothes were.

That terrified her. It meant she needed to accelerate her escape plans, save money, and prepare for the day the contract ended.

One quiet afternoon, while Cecilia sat in the library pretending to read a book she could barely process, agitated voices echoed downstairs. One voice was Marcus’s. The other was female, vibrant and energetic, completely out of place in the mansion’s solemn atmosphere.

The library door flew open with such force it hit the wall.

The woman standing there could only be Gavin’s sister. She was tall, with dark hair cut in modern layers, sharp intelligent eyes, and a wide smile that brightened her entire face when she saw Cecilia.

“Oh, you must be Cecilia,” she said, crossing the room in long strides and pulling Cecilia into a hug before she could react. “Finally. I’m Isa. The traveling and irresponsible sister no one can locate for more than 2 weeks at a time. Sorry for not coming earlier. I was in Thailand without signal and only found out about the wedding when I got back to civilization.”

Cecilia was stunned by the force of Isa Hogan’s energy. She was so different from her cold, controlled brother that Cecilia could barely process that they shared DNA.

Isa released her and held her by the shoulders, studying her with perceptive eyes.

“So, you look terrible,” she declared. “Pale, too thin, sunken eyes. What did my idiot brother do to you? Because if he’s being the monster I know he can be, I’m going to hit him with something heavy.”

Cecilia could not help laughing. The image of someone hitting Gavin Hogan with anything was absurd and deeply satisfying.

“No,” she managed. “He’s not. He’s being less awful lately.”

Isa frowned.

“Less awful isn’t a compliment, honey. That’s the lowest bar that exists.”

She sat beside Cecilia on the couch and turned completely toward her.

“Tell me everything. I don’t believe the romantic story the tabloids are selling, so I want the truth. What’s really going on here?”

Cecilia hesitated. Trusting someone she had just met went against every survival instinct she had developed. But Isa had a direct honesty and warmth that made Cecilia want to tell the truth.

“It’s complicated,” she began. “The marriage was arranged to save the companies after my father’s death. It wasn’t exactly my choice.”

Isa’s eyes widened. Then she let out a string of creative curses.

“That idiot,” she muttered. “And I bet Marcus it was true love. I lost $50 because of our brother’s emotional incapacity.”

Despite everything, Cecilia laughed again. It felt liberating.

They talked for hours. Gradually, Cecilia revealed more: the 1-year contract, the public performance, the private cruelty, the silent dinners, the night in the office, the morning after. Isa listened closely, her expression moving from amusement to real concern.

“You need to get out of here,” Isa said at last, taking Cecilia’s hand. “As soon as the contract ends, you need to leave and rebuild your life away from all this craziness.”

At that moment, nausea rose in Cecilia’s throat. She brought a hand to her mouth before she could control herself.

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Isa watched her, eyes suddenly sharp and analytical. Cecilia saw the exact moment she connected the pieces.

“Wait,” Isa said slowly, her gaze dropping to Cecilia’s stomach and returning to her face. “You’re pregnant.”

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