Chapter 10 - At 2:04 in the morning, I learned that there are 2 kinds of exhaustion.

The 1st comes from lack of sleep.
The 2nd comes from discovering your dead brother had a secret lover, your boyfriend had carried his final words for 10 years, your boyfriend’s cousin betrayed him to a criminal organization, and your best friend had been kidnapped before midnight.
The 2nd cannot be repaired with coffee.
Mari disagreed.
“I need caffeine.”
“You need a hospital.”
“I need caffeine at a hospital.”
We sat inside the rear of an armored SUV approximately 1 mile from Dock 14.
A medic had cleaned the cut above Mari’s eyebrow and declared that she did not require stitches.
Mari had declared the medic handsome.
Normality was attempting a comeback.
I welcomed it.
Matteo stood outside the vehicle speaking with Lorenzo.
Through the window, I watched them.
For the first time, I understood something about Matteo’s silence that I had never understood before.
He did not become quiet when he had nothing to say.
He became quiet when he had too much.
The package remained in my bag.
Ethan’s necklace remained around my neck.
I had put it on before leaving Lake Geneva.
The guitar pick rested against my chest beneath my shirt.
Mari followed my eyes.
“You still love him.”
It was not a question.
I looked at her.
“You were tied to a chair 40 minutes ago.”
“And yet I remain observant.”
“Mari.”
“You do.”
I looked back through the window.
Matteo gestured toward a map on Lorenzo’s telephone.
Rain had stopped.
The city around the port appeared silver beneath industrial lights.
“Yes,” I whispered.
Mari became quiet.
For once, she did not transform the answer into a joke.
“That doesn’t mean I forgive him.”
“No.”
“It doesn’t mean I trust him.”
“No.”
“It doesn’t mean I’m going back to the house tonight.”
“Okay.”
“I might go tomorrow.”
Mari looked at me.
I glared.
“Do not.”
“I didn’t say anything.”
“Your eyebrows did.”
The vehicle door opened.
Matteo climbed inside.
He looked first at Mari.
“You should remain here.”
“I was kidnapped because of you.”
“Yes.”
“I’m coming.”
“No.”
Mari smiled pleasantly.
“Matteo, I have spent 6 months watching Chloe become emotionally entangled with a terrifying Italian control freak. I deserve closure.”
His eyes moved toward me.
“She’s coming,” I said.
He closed his eyes for approximately 1 second.
“Fine.”
Mari leaned toward me.
“He’s learning.”
“I heard that,” Matteo said.
“I intended you to.”
Lorenzo entered the front.
“We have movement.”
The humor disappeared.
He turned the tablet toward us.
Dock 14 contained 3 warehouses beside the river.
Thermal imaging showed approximately 12 people.
Vanessa’s car was parked outside Warehouse C.
“One vehicle entered 8 minutes ago,” Lorenzo said. “No plates.”
“Can you identify anyone?”
“No.”
Matteo looked at me.
“You remain behind me.”
“No.”
His jaw tightened.
“This is not an equality seminar, Chloe.”
Despite everything, I stared.
Mari whispered, “Oh, he chose death.”
Matteo exhaled through his nose.
“Fine. Beside me.”
“Better.”
We entered through a side gate at 2:21.
The port smelled of wet steel, diesel, and black river water.
No one stopped us.
That was more frightening than guards.
The warehouse door stood fully open.
Inside, fluorescent lights buzzed above rows of abandoned shipping containers.
Vanessa sat on a chair in the center.
Her hands were bound behind her.
Blood ran from her temple.
When she saw Matteo, relief flashed across her face before humiliation erased it.
I almost felt sorry for her.
Almost.
A man stepped from behind a container.
He was approximately 60.
Gray hair.
Dark overcoat.
No weapon visible.
Matteo stopped.
Lorenzo stopped beside him.
Both men reacted.
That told me everything.
“You know him,” I whispered.
Matteo’s face had become stone.
“Yes.”
The older man smiled.
“Matteo.”
“Vittorio.”
My heart stopped.
Vanessa’s uncle.
The man supposedly dead for 12 years.
Mari leaned toward my ear.
“I hate this family.”
I could not disagree.
Vittorio DeLuca opened his arms slightly.
“You grew into your father’s face.”
“You’re dead.”
“Administratively.”
Mari made a strangled noise beside me.
I elbowed her.
Vittorio smiled.
“I always liked paperwork.”
Matteo moved half a step forward.
“You used Vanessa.”
“I raised Vanessa.”
Vanessa’s face twisted.
“You left me.”
“No, cara. I gave you purpose.”
“You told me Gabriel would protect Ethan.”
Vittorio looked at her with mild disappointment.
“Ethan was a mechanic who became curious.”
“He loved me.”
“That was his 2nd mistake.”
I felt my hand close around Ethan’s necklace.
Matteo noticed.
His arm moved slightly toward me without touching.
Vittorio saw that too.
“So this is Chloe.”
His eyes traveled over me.
I hated the sensation.
“Ethan spoke of you often.”
I stepped forward before Matteo could stop me.
“You knew him?”
“Briefly.”
“Were you there the night he died?”
“No.”
“Did you order it?”
Vittorio smiled.
There are smiles designed as answers.
That one was.
Matteo’s voice turned lethal.
“Say it.”
Vittorio looked amused.
“You think you have the right to demand truth after hiding it from her for 6 months?”
The shot landed.
Matteo did not flinch.
“I am not asking for myself.”
“No. You never do anymore.”
Vittorio walked toward a metal table.
A laptop rested on it beside several old folders.
“Ethan Bennett was an inconvenience. More importantly, he was useful.”
“How?” I asked.
“He identified weaknesses.”
“In your accounts?”
“In my family.”
His eyes moved toward Vanessa.
“She loved him enough to betray me.”
Vanessa looked sick.
Then toward Matteo.
“Matteo respected him enough to risk a war.”
Finally Lorenzo.
“And Ricci respected Matteo enough to conceal the truth for a decade.”
Vittorio smiled.
“One mechanic exposed every sentimental weakness in the DeLuca organization.”
“You murdered him to prove a point?” I asked.
“No.”
He sounded almost offended.
“I murdered him because he had my ledger.”
The world went extremely quiet.
There it was.
No editing.
No manipulation.
No honorable explanation.
A man admitting what he had done because he no longer believed consequences applied.
Matteo did not move.
“Where is the ledger?” Vittorio asked.
“I don’t know,” I answered.
He smiled.
“Ethan did.”
“I’m not Ethan.”
“No. But he was very protective of you.”
My pulse changed.
Matteo heard the implication too.
“He left something with her,” Matteo said.
“I believe so.”
“I was 19.”
“Precisely. No one searches the little sister.”
I began remembering.
Not intentionally.
Memories moved by themselves.
Ethan entering my bedroom 3 weeks before he died.
He had been carrying my old high-school yearbook.
I accused him of stealing it.
He said he needed to borrow something sentimental.
Another memory.
His funeral.
A package among my belongings.
My university acceptance folder.
A handwritten note.
Don’t lose this one, Chlo. You lose everything.
I thought he meant the acceptance letter.
My mouth went dry.
Vittorio watched my face.
Matteo turned.
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“Chloe.”
“I don’t know.”
He understood immediately.
I knew something.
Vittorio understood too.
His smile widened.
“Good.”
The first gun appeared.
A man emerged above us on the catwalk.
Then another.
Lorenzo’s hand moved toward his coat.
“Don’t,” Vittorio said.
Vanessa began crying silently.
I looked at her.
She had transformed again.
No longer strategic relations director.
No longer elegant cousin.
No longer Ethan’s betrayer.
She was a terrified woman who had spent half her life being used by a man she had believed dead.
“You sent the package,” I said.
Vittorio nodded.
“The recordings?”
“Authentic. Selectively presented.”
“Why now?”
“Because Matteo is dismantling operations I spent 30 years constructing.”
He looked toward Matteo.
“You became soft.”
“No,” Matteo said. “I became tired.”
Vittorio’s smile disappeared.
“I built your family.”
“You poisoned it.”
“I gave you power.”
“You gave me graves.”
Silence.
Something passed between them that existed long before I had arrived.
A childhood.
A father.
A history written in blood and expensive suits.
Vittorio looked toward me again.
“And now she will cost you everything.”
Matteo’s answer came without hesitation.
“Then everything was overpriced.”
Mari whispered, “Okay, that was unfortunately romantic.”
I nearly laughed.
Wrong time.
Completely wrong.
But I loved her for it.
Vittorio did not.
He raised 2 fingers.
The men above us aimed.
Lorenzo moved.
The lights went out.
Absolute darkness.
For half a second, no one breathed.
Then Matteo found me.
His hand closed around mine.
Not my neck.
Not my waist.
My hand.
“Left,” he whispered.
We moved.
Gunfire exploded above.
Mari screamed something obscene.
Lorenzo shouted in Italian.
A man fell from the catwalk with a sound I would work very hard never to remember.
Matteo pushed me behind a shipping container.
“Stay.”
“You know I hate that word.”
“Chloe.”
“Fine.”
He disappeared around the edge.
I remained for approximately 3 seconds.
Then Vanessa screamed.
I looked.
Emergency lights illuminated the center of the warehouse in red.
Vanessa’s chair had fallen.
A man stood over her.
He raised a gun.
I did not think.
I grabbed a loose metal pipe from the floor and ran.
The pipe struck his arm.
Pain traveled from my palms to my shoulders.
His weapon fell.
He turned toward me with astonishment.
Apparently small financial assistants were not expected to participate.
Vanessa kicked him directly between the legs.
He folded.
“That was for Ethan,” she said.
I stared at her.
“Help me up.”
“Are you insane?”
“Yes.”
Fair.
I cut her restraint using a broken piece of metal.
The moment her hands were free, she grabbed the fallen gun.
I stepped backward.
She saw my expression.
“If I wanted you dead, darling, the last 6 months provided several easier opportunities.”
Disturbingly persuasive.
Gunfire continued near the entrance.
Then stopped.
Lorenzo’s voice echoed.
“Matteo!”
Something in his tone made me run.
I rounded the container.
Matteo was on one knee.
Blood covered the side of his shirt.
My heart stopped.
“No.”
He looked up.
“Not mine.”
I nearly collapsed.
Behind him, Vittorio stood near the open loading door with a gun pressed beneath Lorenzo’s jaw.
Lorenzo’s hands were raised.
Vittorio backed toward the river.
“Drop it,” Matteo said.
“Your father said the same thing to me once.”
“Drop it.”
“He died disappointed too.”
Matteo’s face changed.
I had never seen murder become so calm.
Then Vanessa stepped beside me.
Her gun rose.
“Uncle.”
Vittorio looked at her.
For one small second, something like affection entered his face.
“Vanessa.”
She was crying.
“You killed him.”
“He was a problem.”
“You killed Ethan.”
“I protected you.”
“No.”
Her hand shook.
“No, you taught me to destroy anything that made me human.”
Vittorio’s expression hardened.
“You survived.”
“I didn’t.”
The sentence broke something.
In her.
Perhaps in all of us.
Vittorio shifted his gun.
Lorenzo moved.
Matteo shouted.
Vanessa fired.
The shot struck Vittorio high in the shoulder.
He stumbled.
Lorenzo turned, knocked the weapon aside, and drove him to the concrete.
Matteo crossed the distance in seconds.
He stood above the older man.
A weapon in his hand.
Vittorio laughed through pain.
“Do it.”
Matteo aimed.
I knew what everyone expected.
Lorenzo expected it.
Vanessa expected it.
Vittorio wanted it.
Perhaps that was the final form of control he believed he possessed.
I walked toward Matteo.
I did not touch him.
“Matteo.”
His eyes remained on Vittorio.
“This is the man who killed Ethan.”
“I know.”
“Who destroyed Vanessa.”
“I know.”
“Who tried to kill you.”
“I know.”
I inhaled.
“Then don’t become the ending he planned for you.”
His hand did not move.
For a long time, neither did anyone else.
Then Matteo lowered the gun.
Vittorio’s smile disappeared.
That was how I knew Matteo had won.
Not by killing him.
By refusing.
Sirens approached in the distance.
Federal vehicles entered the port 3 minutes later.
I did not ask Lorenzo how federal agents had received enough documentation to arrest Vittorio DeLuca after a man had officially been dead for 12 years.
Some mysteries deserved privacy.
At 5:46 in the morning, dawn reached the lake.
Not Lake Geneva.
Chicago.
We stood near the river outside the warehouse.
Mari had been taken to the hospital despite 14 minutes of protest.
Vanessa had gone with federal agents.
Before leaving, she stopped beside me.
“I did love him.”
I looked at her.
“I know.”
“He talked about you constantly.”
My throat tightened.
“What did he say?”
She smiled through tears.
“That you were the only Bennett with a future if he could stop ruining things long enough to let you have one.”
I laughed and cried at the same time.
“That sounds like him.”
Vanessa entered the vehicle.
I watched until it disappeared.
Then I realized Matteo stood approximately 3 steps behind me.
Always 3 steps.
Waiting.
Not claiming.
Not assuming.
I turned.
He looked terrible.
Blood stained his cuff.
Rain had dried in his hair.
There were shadows beneath his eyes.
He appeared more vulnerable than the night I found him bleeding in the gallery.
“I remembered something,” I said.
“What?”
“Ethan gave me a university folder before he died.”
Matteo became still.
“He told me not to lose it.”
“Do you still have it?”
“My mother kept everything.”
“Chloe.”
“I know.”
“No.”
He almost smiled.
“Do not say that.”
For the first time all night, I smiled too.
Small.
Painful.
Real.
We remained there.
The river moved behind us.
“I don’t forgive you yet,” I said.
“I know.”
I stared at him.
He corrected himself.
“I understand.”
“Better.”
“I lied by omission.”
“Yes.”
“I was afraid the truth would make you leave.”
“It almost did.”
“Yes.”
“And maybe it still will.”
He accepted that with a small nod.
“I love you anyway,” I whispered.
Something in his face broke.
Not dramatically.
Matteo never broke dramatically.
His chin lowered.
His eyes closed.
His shoulders released approximately 10 years of weight.
When he looked at me again, his voice was rough.
“I love you enough to let you.”
“To let me what?”
“Leave, if that is what loving me requires.”
I stared at him.
Then I crossed the 3 steps.
I placed Ethan’s guitar pick into Matteo’s palm.
His fingers closed around it.
“I’m not leaving this morning.”
He looked at me.
“That is not forever.”
“No.”
I took his other hand.
“But you once told me you didn’t know how to live in peace.”
“I remember.”
“I think maybe this is part of learning.”
“What is?”
“Staying even when staying is harder than running.”
His fingers tightened around mine.
Behind us, morning entered Chicago slowly.
No fireworks.
No miracle.
No guarantee.
Only pale light on dirty river water and the hand of a dangerous man holding mine carefully because he finally understood that love was not possession.
It was permission renewed every day.
Matteo lowered his forehead to mine.
“May I?”
Six months earlier, he had asked the same question on the pier.
Back then, I had believed the most dangerous thing between us was his world.
I knew better now.
The most dangerous thing had always been truth.
Because truth could destroy love.
But sometimes, if love survived it, truth could also be the first thing that made love real.
“Yes,” I whispered.
He kissed me.
Not like a man claiming forever.
May you like
Like a man asking for tomorrow.
And for that morning, tomorrow was enough.