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Chapter 2 - The 4th week began with symptoms I initially ignored as accumulated stress from the constant hide-and-seek game my life had become, but they became impossible to deny as the days passed and my body started rebelling in increasingly obvious ways.

The morning sickness came first, that persistent nausea that made me wake at 6:00 a.m. and run to the bathroom, praying Koko was still asleep and would not hear the horrible sounds I was making.

Then came the absurd tiredness that left me exhausted even after sleeping 10 hours, as if my body were working double time to do something I could not identify.

When I realized my period was 2 weeks late, panic truly set in.

“You need to take a test,” Koko said on a Tuesday night, walking into my room without knocking and finding me lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling as if it would give me the answers to the universe. “Elila, this is too obvious to ignore.”

“It can’t be,” I argued weakly, turning on my side to look at her with an expression I knew was pathetic. “We used protection that night. You know we did. I told you all the mortifying details.”

“Protection fails, genius,” she said with exaggerated patience. “It literally happens to thousands of people every day. You’re a chemist. You know the effectiveness statistics. Nothing is 100% guaranteed.”

I knew she was right. Obviously I knew. But admitting that aloud meant facing the terrifying possibility that my life was about to change in ways I was not remotely prepared to handle.

“And if it’s positive, what am I going to do, Koko? I can barely pay rent. I’m in an internship that pays a pittance. And the father is literally my billionaire boss, who I’ve been avoiding like he has a contagious disease.”

“First, you take the test,” she said firmly, grabbing her purse and car keys. “Then we deal with the results. Come on. I’m taking you to the pharmacy now before you spend the whole night having a preventive panic attack.”

We bought 3 different tests because I was too paranoid to trust just 1. When we returned to the apartment, I stuffed them all into my purse with the intention of doing them at home the next day when I was calmer and mentally prepared for whatever result appeared in those tiny windows.

On Wednesday afternoon, I was in the lab working on a new emulsification recipe that had completely consumed me for the last few hours. I was so focused on the chemical compounds and exact proportions that I managed to temporarily forget the chaos that was my personal life.

Most of the team had already left for an interdepartmental meeting I had avoided by claiming I needed to finish that specific experiment before deadline, which meant the lab was practically empty and silent.

That was when I felt the familiar tightness in my chest that always announced an asthma attack. That horrible sensation of lungs slowly closing while air refused to enter properly.

I dropped the beaker I was holding with hands that had started to shake, trying not to panic because panic only made everything worse. I reached for my purse under the counter, where I always kept it stored.

My fingers searched desperately for the inhaler at the bottom while my breathing became increasingly difficult and shallow. The wheezing sound started in my chest in a way I knew very well. The accumulated stress of the last few weeks, combined with the strange symptoms my body was manifesting, had become a perfect storm, and I was paying the price.

I finally found the inhaler. But when I pulled it out, 1 of the pregnancy tests fell out with it, rolling across the laboratory floor while my vision began to blur at the edges.

I tried to use the inhaler, but my hands shook too much. The lack of oxygen made my head spin. The last thing I remembered was the cold floor coming up to meet my face as everything went black.

I woke hearing distant voices and feeling something sway beneath me. It took a few confused seconds to realize I was on a moving stretcher, fluorescent lights passing above my head while paramedics spoke in medical terms my still-dazed brain could not process.

“You’re okay, Miss Smith,” a female voice said near my ear, gentle and professional. “You had an asthma attack and fainted, but you’re stable now. We’re on our way to the hospital to make sure everything’s all right.”

I tried to sit up, but firm hands kept me lying down. Then I noticed a familiar presence on the other side of the stretcher. Those blue eyes I had been avoiding for weeks were watching me with a mixture of concern and something else I could not identify.

“Andrew?”

My voice came out confused. For a moment, I thought I was hallucinating, that the lack of oxygen had affected my brain in strange ways.

“I’m here,” he said, his voice softer than I had ever heard it.

Then I realized he was holding my hand, his thumb making comforting circles on my skin.

“You scared the hell out of me, Elila.”

The ambulance arrived at the hospital in a blur of activity, transferring me to an emergency room where doctors asked about my asthma history while checking my vital signs and giving me oxygen through a mask.

Andrew stayed outside during the initial procedures, but I could see him through the glass window, pacing with his phone in hand, his expression tense.

When they finally left me alone to rest, assuring me I was out of danger and only needed observation for a few hours, Andrew entered the room carefully, as if I were something fragile that could break.

“Where?” I managed, still dizzy, looking around the white hospital room with its characteristic disinfectant smell.

“Hospital,” he answered, pulling a chair close to my bed and sitting with that perfectly controlled posture so characteristic of him. “You fainted in the lab. Asthma attack. I was passing through the hallway, heard the fall, and came in.”

Memory returned in fragmented pieces. Then my stomach dropped when I remembered the pregnancy test falling from my purse.

“My purse,” I said quickly, trying to sit despite the dizziness. “Where’s my purse?”

Andrew picked it up from the floor beside the chair and placed it carefully on the bed next to me. But the expression on his face told me everything I needed to know.

“It’s here.”

He paused, long and heavy, those blue eyes studying me with an intensity that made my heart race.

“And, Elila, we need to talk.”

The silence between us seemed to have physical substance. Tears of shame started burning behind my eyes, and I could not stop them from sliding down my cheeks.

“You saw.”

It was not a question. It was a defeated statement. I looked down at my hands, unable to face him.

“I saw,” he confirmed, his voice carefully neutral in a way that was almost worse than anger or accusation.

There was a pause that seemed to last an eternity before he asked, in that same controlled voice, “Is it mine?”

The tears came harder. I finally looked at him through blurred vision, seeing the caution on his face, the way he was forcing himself to maintain emotional distance until he was sure.

“I was only with you. Only you. I swear, Andrew. There was no one else. Not before or after that night.”

Something in his expression changed immediately. The tension in his shoulders decreased slightly as he processed my words.

“Okay,” he said quietly. “Okay.”

He ran a hand through his hair, messing it up in a way that made him look more human, less like the ruthless CEO and more like the man I had met in that bar.

“Did you take the test? Do you know if you’re… if you really are?”

“I was going to do it at home tonight,” I explained, wiping my face awkwardly with the back of my hand. “Then I fainted when I saw…”

I stopped abruptly, realizing too late what I was about to reveal.

“When you saw what?”

Andrew leaned forward, his attention completely focused on me in a way that always made my stomach flip.

My face heated so much I was probably red as a tomato. There was no going back now.

“The test. Positive. I looked at it in the lab when no one was watching, just to mentally prepare myself, I guess. When I saw the 2 lines, it was such a huge shock I couldn’t breathe right. Then the asthma attack came and everything got worse.”

Andrew went completely still for a long moment, processing the information while I watched dozens of emotions pass across his face in rapid succession.

“So you’re pregnant with my baby?”

“Apparently,” I answered weakly, the word more like a defeated sigh than anything else.

Another long pause settled between us. I could see him thinking, that brilliant CEO mind processing all the implications and possibilities while I waited for a verdict that could destroy my life.

“How do you feel?” he finally asked.

The question was so unexpected it caught me completely off guard.

“Terrified,” I admitted with brutal honesty because there was no longer any point in pretending or hiding. “Confused. Afraid of losing my job and never being able to work in the field again because they’ll think I’m some kind of gold digger who set this whole thing up.”

“You’re not going to lose your job,” Andrew said with absolute firmness, leaving no room for argument. “I guarantee that.”

“Andrew, listen. I don’t want anything from you, okay? It’s not a trap, not a scheme, nothing like that. I didn’t even know you were CEO when we—”

“I know.”

He interrupted, and there was something so intense in his gaze that I went silent.

He stayed quiet for a few more seconds before continuing with a voice loaded with emotion he was clearly trying to control.

“And, Elila, I want to take responsibility for the baby. I want to make it work between us.”

My mouth opened in absolute shock. For a moment, I thought I had heard wrong or that the medication they had given me was causing auditory hallucinations.

“Really? Are you actually serious right now?”

“More serious than I’ve ever been about anything in my entire life.”

He answered without hesitation, leaning forward in the chair until he was close enough for me to see the small golden flecks in his blue eyes.

“Elila, I spent the last few weeks trying to understand why you were running from me. I tortured myself thinking about what I had done wrong that night. I just wanted a chance to explain that I didn’t lie about who I was. I just omitted some details.”

He ran a hand over his face, the vulnerability in his expression making my heart squeeze painfully.

“That night was special to me. You were special. When I saw you in the lab, it felt like the universe was giving me a 2nd chance I hadn’t known I wanted so badly until that moment.”

“But this is crazy,” I whispered, still trying to process everything he was saying. “We barely know each other, Andrew. It was 1 night. One incredible night, but still just 1 night. Now there’s a baby involved, and work, and all these impossible complications.”

“Then let’s get to know each other,” he said simply, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “For real this time. Without you running every time you see me in the hallways. Without hiding what’s happening. Let’s do this right.”

Tears started streaming down my face again. This time, they were not just from fear or shame. They were from something more complicated I could not name.

“I’m so scared, Andrew. Scared of messing everything up. Scared you’ll realize I’m nothing like what you thought I was. Scared of losing my job and my career before it even really starts.”

“You’re not going to lose anything,” he repeated with absolute conviction.

Then he did something unexpected, taking my hand between his. The touch was warm and comforting in a way that made more tears fall.

“I’m going to take care of you. Both of you. Not because I think you need it or because it’s my obligation, but because I want to. Because that night at the bar, for the 1st time in years, I felt like a normal person talking to someone who saw me as Andrew. Not as the CEO of Leprince Corp or the billionaire from the tabloids.”

He gently squeezed my hand, those blue eyes seeking mine with an intensity that made it impossible to look away.

“You made me laugh in a way I hadn’t laughed in a long time. You reminded me why I started all this in the 1st place. Why gastronomy and the science behind it always fascinated me. And knowing you’re carrying my child now… it’s scary and perfect at the same time.”

“How can you be so sure?” I asked, my voice small and vulnerable. “How do you know this is going to work when I don’t even know if I can breathe properly around you without panicking?”

A small, genuine smile appeared on his face for the 1st time since I had woken in the ambulance.

“I’m not sure about anything, Elila. But I’m willing to try if you are. I’m willing to make it work, no matter how much effort it takes. Because you and this baby are already more important to me than I thought anything could be.”

I looked at him through the tears, seeing the absolute sincerity stamped on every line of his face. For the 1st time since I saw the positive test, I felt something besides pure terror.

Hope.

Small and fragile, but definitely there.

“Okay,” I finally whispered, squeezing his hand back. “Okay. Let’s try. But if this blows up in our faces spectacularly, I’m going to remind you that you insisted on this.”

“Fair,” he agreed, and the smile he gave me was so beautiful and relieved it made my heart skip a beat. “But it won’t blow up. I won’t let it.”

There, in that hospital room, with machines beeping softly in the background and disinfectant in the air, with a baby growing inside me that I could barely believe was real, I let Andrew hold my hand and promised myself I would at least try to believe that maybe, somehow, things could work out.

When I was discharged a few hours later with instructions to rest and avoid stress, which was almost funny considering my entire life had become a constant source of anxiety, Andrew insisted on taking me home personally, refusing all my polite attempts to say I could call an Uber or ask Koko.

“You fainted 3 hours ago,” he said with the firm voice he probably used in board meetings when someone tried to disagree with him. “I’m not letting you go home alone. End of discussion.”

His car was exactly the kind I expected from a billionaire CEO, all soft leather and discreet technology. What surprised me was how carefully he drove through the city streets, constantly checking the rearview mirror and casting concerned glances my way whenever he stopped at a red light.

“Are you okay? Do you need me to stop anywhere?” he asked for the 3rd time in 15 minutes.

“I’m fine,” I assured him, looking out the window as I recognized the familiar streets leading to my neighborhood, which was definitely very different from the kind of area where I imagined Andrew Leprince would live. “It’s right there. That building with the faded green facade.”

When he parked in front of my building and looked up, taking in the peeling paint, old windows, and the general appearance of something desperately needing renovations the landlord would never make, I saw the exact moment he processed how different our financial realities were.

We climbed 3 flights of stairs because the elevator had been broken for 2 weeks. When I finally opened the door to the tiny apartment I shared with Koko, embarrassment rose in me as I saw the place through his eyes.

The furniture was an eclectic collection of secondhand pieces. Chemistry books were piled on every available surface because we did not have enough shelves. The kitchen was so small that 2 people could barely stand there at the same time.

“Do you live alone?” Andrew asked, looking around with an expression I could not completely decipher.

“With Koko,” I answered, dropping my purse on the worn sofa and trying not to think about how my entire apartment probably fit inside his living room. “But she’s at her boyfriend’s this week, so I’m alone for now.”

I paused, realizing how that sounded.

“Want some water? It’s basically all we have in the fridge that isn’t expired.”

Andrew walked to the center of the room, hands in the pockets of a suit that probably cost more than 3 months of my rent. I could see him doing mental calculations about my financial situation.

“Are you okay financially? I mean, to deal with this.”

He gestured vaguely toward my still completely flat stomach.

I felt my posture become defensive immediately, my shoulders tensing as I crossed my arms over my chest.

“I manage. I always have. I paid for college on my own, working 3 different jobs. I got this internship on my own merit, and I’ll figure out how to make this work, too.”

“That’s not what I meant,” Andrew said quickly, taking a step toward me with his hands raised in a placating gesture. “I wasn’t questioning your ability or independence, Elila. I just want to help. Let me help.”

“Andrew, listen.”

The words came out in an anxious rush as I tried to make him understand the impossible position I was in.

“I know how all this looks, okay? I know exactly what people are going to think. Poor intern who can barely pay rent gets pregnant by the billionaire CEO at a too-convenient time. They’ll say I planned it, that it was a trap, that I’m trying to secure my financial future.”

“Stop.”

He interrupted firmly, closing the distance between us until he was close enough for me to see the small worry lines around his eyes.

“It’s not like that. That’s not how I see it. Frankly, I don’t care what other people might think or say.”

“But it will be like that for everyone.”

My voice rose in volume, years of financial insecurity and fear of judgment leaking into every word.

“For the entire company, for the media if this leaks, for anyone who finds out. I can’t live like that, Andrew. With stares, judgments, people whispering that I’m a gold digger or opportunist.”

Andrew stayed silent for a long moment. Then, surprisingly, he came to sit beside me on the old sofa, keeping a respectful distance but staying close enough that I could feel his warmth.

“What if no one knew? For now, at least.”

I looked at him, confused.

“What do you mean?”

“You keep working normally at your internship,” he explained, his voice taking on the tone of someone putting together a carefully thought-out plan. “Like you always have. I take care of you discreetly, without fanfare, without drawing attention. Medical appointments, vitamins, anything you need. When you’re ready, when you feel comfortable, we decide together how we want to handle this publicly.”

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“Decide what exactly?”

“How we want it to be,” he answered simply. “Family, relationship, everything. But in our time, not anyone else’s.”

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