Chapter 3 - Victor did not answer immediately.
The kitchen seemed to tilt around him.
Snow pressed against the windows, turning daylight into a pale blur, while Dr.
Bell’s last words remained suspended between them.
A recording.
His conversation with Nora.
A conversation he did not remember having.
“Where are you?”
Victor asked.
“At the hospital.”
“Send it to me.”
“I won’t.”
Victor’s hand tightened around the phone.
“Doctor—”
“You need to hear it here.”
“Why?”
“Because if you hear it alone, you may stop listening the moment it becomes uncomfortable.”
Victor glanced at Malcolm.
The older man had not moved from the counter, but his face had changed.
He knew this was no ordinary call.
“What happened?”
Malcolm asked quietly.
Victor ignored him.
“Was Nora conscious?”
Victor asked Dr.
Bell.
“Yes.”
“Was she in pain?”
“She had just delivered premature twins, Victor.
She was exhausted, frightened, and recovering from a complicated labor.”
A memory surfaced.
White hospital lights.
A blue cap pressed into Victor’s hands.
Someone telling him Mia weighed three pounds, two ounces.
He remembered the urgency in the hallway, the buzzing of his phone, the voice of his chief operating officer saying there had been a problem at the South Side warehouse.
He remembered Nora’s hand reaching for his sleeve.
Or thought he did.
“Why don’t I remember talking to her?” he asked.
“Because you were not listening to her.”
The answer was gentle.
It still hurt.
“Come to the hospital,” Dr.
Bell said.
“Nine o’clock tomorrow is your counseling appointment.
Until then, this is the first thing you need to do.”
Victor looked at the envelope on the counter.
“Is the recording from that night?”
“Yes.”
“Who made it?”
“Nora.”
“Why?”
“You should ask her.”
“She’s not here.”
“She wanted you to hear it before you saw her again.”
Victor closed his eyes.
He understood then that Nora had not left him a piece of evidence.
She had left him a test.
Not to prove whether he was guilty.
To see whether he would stay when the truth made him ashamed.
“I’ll come,” he said.
Dr.
Bell gave him the hospital’s side entrance and a warning not to bring security.
Victor ended the call.
Malcolm reached for his coat.
“I’m driving.”
“No.”
“You’re in no condition to drive.”
Victor took his keys from the foyer table.
“I said no.”
Malcolm watched him for a moment.
“Then I’ll follow in another car.”
Victor looked at him.
“That would violate Nora’s request,” Malcolm said.
“But I’m not letting you cross the city alone in this weather.”
The old instinct rose in Victor—the desire to command, to make the conversation end because he disliked where it was going.
Then he saw Malcolm’s expression.
Not fear.
Concern.
“Fine,” Victor said.
“One car.”
They drove slowly through the storm.
The SUV’s tires moved over streets coated in gray slush.
Traffic lights blinked above empty intersections.
People walked with their heads down, bundled against the wind, carrying groceries and medicine through a city that had been forced to become patient.
Victor sat in the passenger seat.
For once, he did not make a call.
He did not ask Malcolm to check license plates or contact anyone at the hospital.
He did not attempt to turn uncertainty into movement.
He watched the snow.
“Did Nora tell you anything?” he asked.
Malcolm kept both hands on the wheel.
“About the night the twins were born?”
“About anything.”
“She asked me whether you had ever talked about leaving your business.”
“I told her I was working on it.”
“When?”
“Months ago.”
“That isn’t what I asked.”
Victor looked out the window.
“I told her I was working on it after the twins were born.”
“And were you?”
“I intended to be.”
Malcolm nodded once.
“Intentions are easy to keep,” he said.
“They don’t require proof.”
Victor did not respond.
At the hospital, the entrance was nearly empty.
Dr.
Bell met them in a small consultation room on the neonatal floor.
He wore the same white coat Victor remembered from the twins’ first days, though his hair had gone more silver at the temples.
He shook Malcolm’s hand, then looked at Victor.
“You came alone.”
“As requested.”
“Thank you.”
Victor disliked the gratitude.
It made him feel as if obeying one reasonable request had become an accomplishment.
Dr.
Bell placed a small digital recorder on the table.
“It’s a copy,” he said.
“Nora kept the original.”
Victor stared at it.
“How long is it?”
“Twenty-three minutes.”
“Where was she?”
“In recovery.
The twins had already been transferred to the neonatal unit.”
“And I was there?”
“You came in shortly after midnight.”
Victor frowned.
“They were born before midnight?”
“11:42 and 11:49.”
He knew those times.
He had seen them printed on the birth certificates.
He had never connected them to the night itself.
Dr.
Bell sat across from him.
“Before you listen, there are things you should know.
Nora was awake.
She understood what was happening.
She was afraid the twins would not survive, but she was also afraid of what would happen if they did.”
Victor’s mouth went dry.
“Because of me?”
“Because she believed you were preparing to take control of every decision.”
“I was trying to protect them.”
“Protection and control can look similar from the outside.”
Victor lowered himself into the chair.
Malcolm remained near the door.
Dr.
Bell pressed play.
Static filled the room first.
Then a woman’s voice, thin with exhaustion.
“Are they breathing?”
Dr.
Bell answered in the recording.
“They’re breathing with assistance.
We’re taking them upstairs.”
“Can I see them?”
“As soon as you’re stable.”
A door opened.
Footsteps.
Then Victor’s voice.
“Where are they?”
The sound of it startled him.
He sounded younger, strained, and impatient in a way he did not recognize until he did.
Dr.
Bell’s recorded voice said, “The twins are in neonatal intensive care.
The nurses will update you.”
“I need to see them.”
“You can see them when you’ve changed and scrubbed in.”
“Where’s Nora?”
“In recovery.”
Victor heard himself exhale.
“Is she all right?”
“She lost blood, but we have it under control.”
A pause followed.
Then Nora said, “Victor?”
The present-day Victor gripped the edge of the table.
He remembered no voice saying his name.
In the recording, his footsteps moved quickly toward her.
“Nora.
I’m here.”
“You came.”
The words carried such relief that Victor felt something inside him collapse.
“I told you I’d be here.”
“You said you’d be an hour.”
“I got delayed.”
“You said you’d be an hour.”
He heard the difference now.
She was not accusing him of being late.
She was trying to understand whether his promise meant anything.
“I’m here now,” he said.
“Are they okay?”
“They’re alive.”
“Dr.
Bell said they need help breathing.”
“He said they’re stable.”
“Stable isn’t okay.”
Victor winced.
Even through the recording, he heard himself become impatient.
“Nora, you need to rest.”
“I need to see them.”
“You can’t walk upstairs.”
“Then bring me a wheelchair.”
“The doctors know what they’re doing.”
“I’m their mother.”
“And I’m their father.”
The room went silent for several seconds.
Victor closed his eyes.
There had been no anger in his words.
That was what made them worse.
He had spoken as if fatherhood gave him authority and motherhood gave her permission.
In the recording, Nora’s breathing grew uneven.
“I didn’t say you weren’t.”
“You keep acting like I’m not here.”
“Because you weren’t here.”
“I came as soon as I could.”
“You came when they were already born.”
A phone vibrated in the background.
Victor heard himself answer it.
“What?”
A man’s voice was muffled, impossible to identify.
Victor stood abruptly in the recording.
“No.
You don’t move anything until I get there.”
Nora said, “Who is that?”
“Business.”
“Victor, please.”
“I said I’m at the hospital.”
The other voice continued.
Victor walked several steps away from her.
Then he said, “If there’s a problem, handle it.
I’m not abandoning my family for a warehouse.”
Nora’s voice was quiet.
“You already did.”
Victor in the present opened his eyes.
He remembered the warehouse call now.
Not all of it, but enough.
A shipment had disappeared.
Three employees were waiting for instructions.
He had been worried the loss would be connected to his father’s old business partners, and he had believed being needed elsewhere proved he was still in control.
He had not realized Nora could hear every word.
The recording continued.
“Victor,” she said, “I need you to promise me something.”
“What?”
“If something happens to me, the babies stay with my sister.”
He turned toward her.
“What are you talking about?”
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“I want it written down.”
“You’re not dying.”
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